tmr's the start of the REAL deal..
my butt's effing sore from those effing hard seats.. SGH is rich.. but irritatingly stingy. jeez...
surprisingly, i enjoyed my last day of the orientation. i had the gerek-est seating kakis.. heated arguments ensued.. wat else if not about the difference between MAN & WOMAN. who's more superior?? hearing different perspectives was refreshingly hilarious!
im scared. im confident. i can do this. aaaaargh!
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so he said,
"i know this is just bad timing, but i love you""really? watever. But what should i do? i dont love you"and it broke my heart, again.
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 10:30 pm
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so
he said,
"Is it your house i cant come in.. or is it your heart?"
and it broke my heart.
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 11:14 pm
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don't you just LOVE weekends???
and i got to spend it with the family & the besties...
yesterday was my niece Bella's birthday party.. she has turned ONE!!! haha.. and to simply watch her walking around aimlessly.. & bopping to the tunes of the adults karaoke-ing.. it was a great joy.. coz she is just SO CUUUTE!!
& my mum dah perasan nak ada cucu.. gawd! the aunties & uncles were teasing me about it lah can.. like HELLO??! patience is a virtue mother.... u wait lah another 5-8 years.. haha...
also, the hot topic yesterday was not the birthday girl.. but the fact that kak suhaila's buying a new car.. a Chevrolet Aveo.. fuhlamak! abg fir just bought a Subaru WRX.. i have very rich cousins.. & abg fir's pestering me to buy my own car..
"eh.. kau beli Suzuki swift.. eh tak tak.. Nissan March.. tu KUNG habes.. eh tak tak... kau beli Honda Jazz... FUUYOOOO!!!"BANYAK DIER PUNYER TAK!! geez... im already accident prone.. and he thinks my money grows on plants!
but i gotta admit... im abit excited about buying my own car actually.. maybe when im 23 or something.. heheh... imagine owning a car for myself... doodeedooo... =)
this is BELLA.. she is damn cute laaarh.. (& im so jealous her mother is damn hot! haha)
this is standard tradition. my karaoke hero.. (riiight.)
i swear i wanted to just take a scissors & cut his ugly hair.. and i havnt had the chance to drive his WRX yet. aku sungguh jealous!today... we celebrated sal's belated birthday..
she turned 20 yesterday.. dah tua si SARDEN ni.. haha.. welcome to the club beb..
so after 2 weeks of hardcore planning & brain freezes.. fid & I pulled off our blindfold surprise on her.. haiz.. just watching her go up the bus blindfolded gave me such joy! im not mean. it's just plain fun! haha.. kesian lah budak tu. she became the centre of attraction. looking like some dumb kid. BUT. it was well worth it.. *beams*
wahahah!!! look at her kesian face!! me & fid had so much fun doing stoopid things.. and all sal wanted to do was take out that blindfold.. TSK TSK! haha!
mcm blind man kan kan kan?? haha.. gawd.. we're so mean!
so finally, we led her to vivo.. settled down at ben & jerry's.. and TADAAA!! punyer lah cepat si mambang bukak blindfold dier.. ish ish!
this was the most creative thing we ever thought of for her.. now she has her DARES to complete.. enjoy beb!
fid!!! WE ROCKED... WOOHOOO!!!!
we tapao-ed LJS.. sat on the deck watching the PSA cranes and the sunset.. laughed till our gut's almost burst..
hope u enjoy-ed everything beb.. haha.. although we KNEW u were super frustrated.. but it was all in the name of pure joy, fun & laughter okkaay.. =)
i'm starting my PRCP attachment tmr.. oh dear god.. *faints*
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 9:55 pm
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had a
hawt dinner date with darul last night..
my gawd. its been ages since i last saw him...
and lo & behold. he's turning into a woman.
no more punk rock music.. long wavy hair..
i give up.. dat boy needs some SERIOUS make-over!!!!
but for now.. ive missed him too much to nag.. heheh.. (back in secondary school.. i nagged at him on a daily basis.. mcm routine you know.. )
somehow.. choc bubble tea tasted damn bloody good ydae too! must be the company eh.. haha..
ok darul.. ur an idiotic whiner.. but i love u lah little brother. (little kaper?!)
aku sungguh TAK BERKENAN dgn rambut dier.. & he's becoming vainer.. *rolls eyes*! as u cn see.. yes.. i cut my hair.. woohoo!!
riiight.. fid's pestering me & sal to write 6 weird things abt ourselves...
fid.. it took me exactly 13 minutes & 4 seconds to come up with this jargon.. haha...
1. i can forego my sleep just to finish my korean series...
2. when im watching any shows.. be it reality series.. chic flicks.. KOREAN.. ill scream, shout vulgarities & complain to the tv.. (coz usually, i watch them alone. haha)
3. i have a habit of asking ppl for their opinions & before they cn even say anything.. i already made up my mind.. (gosh!)
4. when im walking.. ill end up being a crab.. as in.. ill end up walking almost sideways.. go figure!
5. i love staring at ppl (just anybody) from their head to their tiny toes.. not that i wanna get into a fight with them or anything.. i just like checking out wat they're wearing.. or possibly, where i might have seen them before.. PS : cute guys are bonuses! haha =)
6.. FINALLY.. i have weird friends who expect me to write all these nonsense abt myself... (this is SO counted)
have a great weekend loves! coz i know i DEFINITELY will..
right fid???!!! hahaa =)
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 11:17 pm
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omg.. its like..
OVER!!!
teevee... come back to mama...
i cnt belief i forgot to watch the Amazing Race just because of my exams.. sheesh!
and finally.. SGH released the ward assignments.. i got into a surgical C class ward.. nmpknyer.. aku akan super busy nk mampos.. thank god i love surgical.. & thank god for heedayah.. same shifts.. same ward.. i love u lah beb!! we'll rock 64S like it has never been rocked before!!
after the paper.. me & the boys headed to Tampines Mall.. as usual.. e car ride was another history lesson.. i got the usual bullying.. like wats new? urgh... 
to Seoul Garden for our final lunch together before our PRCP.. to mark the end of exams.. our 3 yrs of comradeship.. &.. to celebrate not having to come back to NYP till graduation in july.. woohoo!! haha..
and john.. being john.. he HAD to take out that wretched behaviour mod book & check the answers... jeez.. paper is SO over dude.. get OVER it!!
alamak.. gaozhen got cut off! haha...
i'll seriously miss them the most.... dont want to say anymore lah.. i think they've thought me enough abt life.. ill survive for a year or two.. haha!
ok.. so i haf TONNES of shows to watch.. im like super excited.. i cnt wait... there's korean.. (nisa.. mata sepet = cute ok?), GG.. many2 more to come.. woohoo!! teevee junkie is baaaaaack!!!
tmr, i shall help the mother at the stall.. need those moolahs for a new pair of shoes.. hahah.. bags included!
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 9:47 pm
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after some MAJOR planning.. & only GOD knows how many conference calls... we finally pulled off the advance bday surprise for our dearest miss Nur Arifah' Maziah..
THE PLANNING.. THE PLANNERS.. THE EXTRAS...
the legend behind "peha berbulu".. haha.. it was fun though watching Nisa pump those balloons.. & somehow after that.. Sally got horny.. seriously.
omg. sally's acting cute -_- ... mentang2 nk KLUAR TEEVEE.. *rolls eyes* (super loooong story) 
prepping the area...
i still prefer blowing balloons manually =)
with spongebob party hats & cool paper masks.. at the end of the day.. i still think we're PRO planners.. haha...
then.. the surprise party begins...
and so.. while waiting for KUEH PAU QUEEN to unwrap (or rather, tear) loads & loads of newspapers (this is very typical of sally)...
we waited...
and waiiited....
TA-DAAA!!! KUEH PAU QUEEN GOT HER MR BUBBLES..
hope u enjoyed the surprise darling =)=)after all that hard work.. thank god for the free lunch at ur house arh.. ada auto.. bagos!
so one paper down.. my final one this coming wed.. the one that ive been super dreading... becoz its SUPER confusing.. dah.. cukop.
& i made a deal with someone if i got straight As (ha. ha.) ill be getting some bodyshop voucher.. after today's paper??? riiiiight.
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 7:06 pm
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my brother got his poly admission forms in the mailbox yday.. woah.. it's like a flashback to 2004 for me. btw, he got his appeal into mechanical engineering in SP.. im glad he got what he's interested in..
but i get the feeling he'll be vainer than me... gee... watever rocks ur boat dik..
e family decided to "jalan2" at IMM after we closed shop yday.. i finally showed mum the pointy shoes.. if she HAD bought me the shoes.. i wld definitely be EXTRA motivated to study larh.. its psychology beb..
new shoes = wonderful motivator.. (yeah riiiite..)
we walked in the SONY showrm & i saw the portable PC.. e one that's been showing on adverts.. wahlau.. its really damn nice caaan! & considering that my bro's poly course needs a laptop (compulsory), i think im just gonna sell our old PC.. then upgrade my lappie to a sony vaio.. waaah.. then the balcony will haf more space!! i liiike!
ok.. im drifting off into a damn good dream where my money is forever growing in my garden.. & stress is never a problem & 2 timing idiots are caught by cute hunky police officers.. hahahha...
awhile ago.. i asked dad whether i cld stay over at fid's place for the weekend after exams...
BIG FAT NO! WTH???
his answer was apparently very diplomatic to his ears..
"cannot.. she stay over our house can.. den u cn do watever u like in ur room"GAWD! its not as if im going to her place to quietly go out clubbing at midnight lor! *rolls eyes*
ok.. i give up.. im not gonna start fighting with him anymore. i think continuing with revision gives me more peace.. TSK.
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 7:37 pm
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fling? mistress? lust for satisfaction?the cat's out of the bag..
im tired.
enough IS enough.
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 11:28 pm
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i nearly accident-ed my dad's car again. & i vow NEVER to drive that damn car again. (unless its my own goddamn car, which i pay with my own moolahs.. )
my parents are so _____ (gawd! i cnt even think of a proper noun/adjective/verb to describe them).. i mean, i love them alot.. i respect them alot..
but there's only SO MUCH a daughter cn take.. like HELLO??
yday, they were raging mad at me.. screaming, crying, getting all emotional..
today.. they started talking to me like im the best daughter they ever had!
GAWD! APER NI???? PARENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wad am i to do
without them? & wad am i to do
with them??
aku pening saaaak!
behaviour modification cn go & hang itself to death.. bodoh nk mampos punyer module. i still dnt find the point in us (nurses) taking THESE kinda modules.. holy crap man.. HOLY CRAP!
im missing my godsister VERY VERY badly. shes now in malaysia for an emergency family meeting.. get hm safe darlink so we cn bloody go out!
fid & i are on a mission.. SHHHH!!! its 12th march.. i know!
somehow, studying with a friend makes it all less lonely & more absorbable..
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 10:46 pm
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kak lina has given birth to her twins yday!!! gawd! aku sungguhexcited.com!
i had to be the designated driver for the whole day today.. starting from e weekly JB trip this morning. something's wrong with dad's feet.. (im worried for him but that stubborn man refuses to listen to his missy daughter.. bagos lah tu.. BAGOS.)
so after going to an old neighbour's jemputan, we headed to Thomson Med Centre. see lah.. kids nowadays.. hospital smue high class.. nvm, in future.. ill stick to SGH.. ill be sure to get my "star" treatment there.. haha..
anyhoos, me & mum agreed that the hospi infrastructure is not that gd.. every corner is like super cramped! maklum lah.. kiter sekeluarga ni berbadan besar sedikit.. heh..
BUT i was super excited nk mampos to see the twins.. i dunnoe wat isit abt newborns. but they're just soooo.. new.. & cute.. i have a fetish over their soft heads.. so nice to touch you know..
dont worry, im just evil to older babies.. (somehow or rather, they're attracted to me but torturing them gives me pleasure.. haha.. gawd! i sound so sadistic.. gee)
lo & behold... i ddnt expect them to be identical caaaan!!! kak lina's doing great. she told me that she cn feel her womb trying to contract inside her.. since she carried twins, it got twice as big.. so its hurting a little..
& considering the fact that this is the 2nd set of twins from my family (e 1st one being from my dad's side).. she was telling me i haf a pretty high chance of getting twins too.. NOW, if that reaaaally happens.. hahaha.. we shall see..
mum's carrying twin 2.. see her 2 fingers there?? shes not a fan of twist poses.. so that explains e 2 fingers. DUH!
im in love with twin 2.. i think he'll grow up to be more handsome than his older brother of ONE minute.. & kak lina said he was the most active one during her pregnancy.. coool....
now.. what are the odds of me getting twins eh??? heheh..=)
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 10:28 pm
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finally.. ALL my presentations are done. over. FINITO!!!
gaawd! it's been super taxing.
what with a test right smacked in the middle of the week. (which was yday btw)
i think my class is a funny bunch of people.. seeing that this is our last week of school together, everyone starts bringing their digicams & snapping pictures here & there & everywhere.. nk mengumpul memori katakan..
i find this really amusing coz we had 3 years to do this.. THREE YEARS! but only when it's almost time to say goodbye, when we finally realise how much we're gonna miss this norm.. the norm being to see each other during lectures & tutorials everyday, then we start to treasure the moments we shared as a class..
there are some of them i dont quite fancy but hey, they're still my classmates.. we went thru hell together.. hell being our mentor, the most UNINSPIRING lecturer ever! & many other events in which we practically suffered together. i had to admit it, but damnit.. im SO gonna miss my classmates.
esp my 4 heroes (chet! heroes kapa.. thank god they dont read my blog.. if not, they'll be bloating up their egos by now.. sheesh!)
alriiight.. im gonna start reading my storybooks again.. i have 6 of them bertepek on my study table, waiting to be read. (& i do have "Revision" blinking in my head. dnt u worry.. )
okaaay... i know this has no link watsoever but i hope i get to meet Simon Cowell in person one day.. ill just die if that EVER happens. his ability to be outrageously blunt, brutally honest & hilariously sarcastic really intrigues me.. haha..
gaawd! they SO make my day, everyday.. what am i gonna do without them harping on me? & if i may say so.. i think they're damn cute in my eyes.. hahaha... 
i tried the wide-eyes effect but.. maciaaam tak jadi leh... basket -_-
prep for our FINAL presentation just now.. fyi.. john was being a super *toot*.. cekik darah nk mampos.. TSK!
rose among the thorns katakaaan.. haha.. or isit thorn among the roses eh???
the malay family of 0434..
now, the one in yellow tshirt on my left.. is my very well known, very loud classmate.. TAN WEI XIEN.. shes the girl who stuck to her swear favourite swear word since year one.. ASSHOLE! but the way she says it, it sounds like "ASSHOE" to me! hahah...
we just had to get a shot of the lecture door of LTK2. setia beb... it holds alot of memories for me okaaay.. dnt ask me y.. although im pretty sure ill be going in these theatres in 2-3 years time.. (adv. dip maaah)..
sudirman was super bored so he took this picture.. fyi.. they're not really kissing.. gee.. how i wish that had happened!
every china lady needs a man from time to time maaah... heheh...
finally.. our 1ST class photo.. & this is after 3 years of being classmates.. sheesh!
im posting all these pictures as if im not gonna see them in school for one final tutorial tmr.. hahah.. & PRCP is looming nearer man.. im scared shitless.. & i feel like i hvnt done enough. period.
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 10:17 pm
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i was having weird holy thoughts yday at mad..
me & fana were getting ready to pray & while waiting.. e same qn always seem to pop up..
"beb... solat sunat amcm???"our reaction?? paham2 lah eh.. BUT, we will eventually do it one day eh... KITER BOLEH!!haha...
anyhoos.. had class bbq later in the aftrnn.. & becoz of this, i had a MAJOR fight with dad.. gawd! hes sooo unreasonable lah can.. but enuf abt e dad.. its e same old boring fight im having with him.. ill once again blame it on his andropause.. tsk tsk...
i love my chinaboy...
we celebrated farhah's 21st bday.. e cake was superb.. thnx jien!!
i swear john secretly wishes he cld murder me.. DREAM ON brudder.. dream on....
we psuedo sabo-ed e bday lady..
ive grown to love my china mates very much..
kevin neo came!! coolest lecturer we ever had..
my bro tagged along.. & it was a full moon-ed night!! excited sungguh aku...
john, lukman & gaozhen were SO happy that my bro decided to join them in e "bully nurul" bandwagon.. thnx aarh.. basket!
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bbq aside.. met fid after sch just now.. went borders.. had dinner.. dont u think new books have nice smells to them?? i think so.. heheh...
& i saw my fake chalk.. feeds has her original.. =)
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