thoughts, thoughts running through my mind....

it is weird how 6 months ago, i couldn't wait for winter to arrive, and now.. the heat of summer has started to take over, i wish i was still back in July. The heat is surprisingly bearable these past few days, considering the cool breeze that has been sweeping Melbourne at night. it's been nice.

one sad imminent fact I have to face though, I'm coming back home in a month. the saying, "omg! how time flies!!" never gets old. With heaps of activities, work, roadtrips I'll be doing, I KNOW the month will zoom by.. aaaand... I'm not liking it one bit.

I'm pretty much cherishing my last days with the boys and Sus and Georgie before we all head our separate ways. god knows how much I'll miss them and they've all already plan to crash my wedding (which has yet to be determined considering the future husband hasn't shown himself to me, duh) with copious amounts of alcohol. HAHA. gawd I love these kids!!

Nikh has left for India. Fids is on the plane to Los Angeles as we speak. Marian's leaving for Malaysia this Friday. Miro is heading to South Africa for volunteer work next week.

and me??? my plans are all coming through, insyaAllah. but thank god I won't be left in college alone for the summer.. so yeay Joel =)) you and I are gonna blow each other's brains out, I KNOW IT!

oh oh oh! guess what I saw outside my window 2 days ago?!!?

adik, this is for you =)

and there i thought we could really pull off more than what we never were before.

i thought, wrong.

i miss earning my own dough.

i miss not being there for special occasions.

i'm having one of those days where motivational speeches would probably kick me in the butt. 2 days till my final uni exam ever. excited? yes.. nervous? definitely.

mum keeps telling me how much she can't wait for me to be home again. so do I. I have a feeling that she and I will come to an understanding that I want more now. more than ever to see what the other side of the world has to offer, my thirst and hunger for travelling and knowledge and power.

6 weeks, till I see good ol' Singapore. wait till I say.. "aaaaahhh.. it's good to be home."

however, for now.. once Friday morning has passed, I shall shove away the books and with so much to look forward to, I would definitely hate to see the 26th of Dec roll by.

I seriously wish I was back at these amazing places... =(

and its SWOT VAC all over again.

hokay. i've been wanting to write proper for quite some time now and right now, my situation has finally warrant it.

I HANDED IN MY LAST FREAKING UNI ESSAY!!!!!!!!

ok, so i screamed, i danced a jiggy and i literally fell over my bed. i pulled a massive all-nighter for this one (it's my law paper. dammit).. and now what worries me are getting all my results back for all the assignments.. life's tough.

not the point i wanted to make, really.

point is, i filled out my "notice to vacate" my college room form. saddest form i've ever had to fill up. it's finally sunken into me that i'll be home soon. cait is leaving this saturday and she's packed all her luggages, sent it off to sydney. Em is leaving a day after her. and the rest will soon follow.

good news is im moving in with Joel, so yeay! much has been planned for december. with schoolies and weekend trips.

thing is, they havent called me for work for nearly a whole month now, and im LITERALLY DYING OF BOREDOM. apart from the fact that ive been watching so much tv, my eyeballs are gonna stick out somewhere!

mum's being a real lifesaver at the moment.

i think i shall explore Melbourne city for the last time when ill be by myself, doing the whole self-exploration thingy.

my only exam paper is on the 20th, so that gives me plenty of time. it'll not be long till I have to start packing again.

anyways, nursing ball next friday with Rhi and Kels.. exciting!