Saturday, July 29, 2006

ydae was e dinner treat by ustad taufiq..

it was simply SHORT & SWEET.

so nice to be able to see e old faces agn.. esp mimi.. i miss his lameness & his chemistry wif fidi.. they're always funniest when put together..
as usual.. im always e target of any conversation related to a certain ustad..
ok.. i know i was being mean when i pulled a face (u know e face wer u really dislike e person but he came anyway.. yeah..) i had a love-hate relationship wif him b4 he went to mesir.. so now.. he's back.. *huge sigh!*

& as always.. they tend to make my life miserable.. (suker eh ustad taufiq.. u HAD ur fun.. now its MY TURN! u just wait man...)

but.. e best part of e dinner came towards e end.. oh man! u guys u shld have seen fidi's reaction to cicak! wahlau! hilarious siak! tak bleh ang! & azi was no different lorh.. coz she started it.. (she's afraid of any insects crawling or non-crawling)

anihoots.. ddnt haf any mood to take much pictures.. took a cab hm & it was only then did me & nisa realise we ddnt take a grp foto.. so yeah.. which means..

more mad outing pleeease?!!?!?!

it's so scary when one starts opening up to newer adventures.
it's so scary when one starts to really, really care.
it's so scary when one opens up her options to getting hurt.

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Friday, July 28, 2006

i am drowning in my own projects & presentations..
my gaaawd!!! when will this end???
it's only like e end of e 4th week of sch & im partly surrendering!! (ok, i haf to stop whining.. BUT I CANT HELP IT LORH!!)

so.. for e past few entries, ive been talking a lil bit bout e "dude"...
yes. hes someone very dear to me.. probably a soulmate? i dunnoe..
we just seem to connect u noe.. (he makes me laugh, like alot.. alot alot alot)
& best part.. he can take my crappiness, my blurness, my irritatingness, my evrithing..
oh my! this is like e best deal god has ever given me..

ydae night, he asked me a qn.. a qn which i wanted to avoid, actually..

"so.. am i just a friend to u or am i... u noe..."

if i were to be mean.. i would have said.. "i dunnoe wat ur talking abt" OR i would have said "ur definitely a friend".. har har.. but nooooo.. i said something decent AND pleasing of corz.. =)

it's definitely THERE.. but we're not really THERE yet.. (i haf NO idea wat i just said.. but nvm.. i think u all understand lah ah..)

so now, i seriously have to focus on balancing my stuff.. mai & sidah have been drilling me bout my attention span in lectures. ok lah! ill FOCUS MORE this time.. happy?

my appetite's still not back yet.. im getting sick of this.. (mummy ordered pizza ydae & i only ate 1 & 1/2 slices.. jeez)
& im sick.. i have running nose (i find this hilarious if i meant it literally.. haha.. ok crap!), & i have a sore throat.. eeeergh!

tonight's e "blanja dinner by ustd taufiq".. & he actually msn-ed me to make sure i eat lunch.. like wth? oh watever lah! i know hes afraid ill order big expensive dishes! haha... i soooo hope my appetite will come back by tonight.. if not it'll be a total waste riiite? haha..

riite.. back to projects & assessments & tests & NAPFA!!!!!!!

u really mean something to me..
u made me feel funnie things..
how dare u..
but im thankful =)

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 9:24 am

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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

today's pay day.. yes man! $950.. come to mama... but then arh.. i still dont get to touch e money! haha.. so i guess im just happy i get to save more for my canada trip next year.. wooots!

today's also e start of e hungry ghost festival. was walking home when i saw apeks & a'ems burning their "paper money" in e tong..
oh wells.. this means a month of burning paper, with red candles, joss sticks & food on the curbs.. & i have to be xtra careful wer i walk.. sheesh! talk abt air pollution. (still cnnt complain lorh coz its their religious stuff.. duh!)

& today.. i got bullied BAD by e class boys.. gaaawd! like wats new lah.. but tadi.. mcm melampau! & lukman almost died of hyperventilation making fun of me. like thnx lorh.. he, john, abg hanafi & even gaozhen conspired to make my life a living hell in labs & tutorials.. & they're so proud that they've been doing it since yr 1.. seriously.. buggers!

oh oh.. lukman told me that his mission in life, before he ends his diploma course.. is to make me cry & very ultra pissed.. (ah.. we'll see how u can POSSIBLY do that mister.. u cnt break me that easily dude)

some dude has been making my life more interesting.. haha... laughing till we fall of our beds arh..

i swear im seriously gonna be diagnosed with cheek stroke soon... =)

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Sunday, July 23, 2006

so they know.. im glad..

yeah sally.. i do tend to leap before i look.. wells.. dats SO gonna change.. seriously. dont u worry..
if it works out. greaaaaat. if it doesnt.. then i guess there's more..

sooooo... after mad, parentals picked us up & we headed for jemputan.. really nice venue.. aircon CC.. like finally somewhere cool! & we terserempak my pri sch malay teachers.. i think they're still shocked at how much we grew.. oh wells.. it was back in 1994 when they cld "rule us".. watever that meant.. & they're looking good!

then, e worst bit came... i lost my appetite. AGAIN. yes.. its e 2nd day ive lost e appetite.. felt like puking & shits... i dnt know wats wrong with me.. maybe its e period. & e stomach hurt like crap lah.. bodoh!

riiite.. so i had to push thru e pain lah coz if not, dad wont go to taka.. (mum wanted to shop for handbags.. & she almost murdered me wen i told her my stomach was in pain & dat dad ddnt wanna go..)

before taka, we pit-stopped at my uncle's.. new baby boy.. ahmad taufeeq... very cute! only 6 days old & so fragile lah.. oh oh.. & his eldest bro was being a showoff..
(& wen i told e fella wat a showoff my cousin was, he said "ur getting ur ass kicked by a 4 yr old? weak..) eh. thnx arh! -_-"

okok.. now to e shopping part... to add to mum's handbag collection, she finally bought a burberry's... a freaking $1170!!! yeah.. tell ME abt it man.. but she deserves it lah.. been working hard & its like a gift for herself for her successful surgery =) & dad got himself his expensive-est shirt ever.. burberry's long sleeves.. whopping $300!! once in awhile katakan...

& i ddnt feel like driving at all.. weird.. but cnt blame me.. i was occupied.. hehe..;)

wat a weekend....

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 10:42 pm

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Saturday, July 22, 2006

yesterday, ddnt go e extra lab class to send mum to e polyclinic.. her stitches were due open.. & e doc told me dat a tiny bit of her stitch got stuck in her hand.. sooo.. she has to live wif dat tiny stitch forever..

so e doc told me as long as e stitch doesnt peek out.. no infections & no pain.. so evritin's fine.. *phew*

there was a surprise during lab.. i had to do e scrubbing assessment. damn! i ddnt even get e chance to bring e scrub back hm to practice.. but thank god i managed to pass!! lucky man...


someone once told me i looked like "Revenge of the NURSE from HELL part 2".. haha.. yes.. i think so too... =)

trying on e scrubs at hm is SO not advised if u DO NOT haf air-con at hm man.. fuuuh! i tried it on & it felt like a 100 degrees! but its cool.. i kinda like e scrub look.. very murderous... he he..

im supposed to be at my alumni band today.. but shit.. im at hm.. i dont care anymore lah.. alumni is no more fun when all we play is crap music & no one cares to fix e music..

its like they play e whole score once, twice.. dats it! i mean wat e hell is dat? how i wish my old conductor wld come conduct us.. but i guess shes busy with e original sch band.. dang it..

so here i am.. watching movies, listening to emo songs... i feel too free.. im supposed to be doing my e-tutorials!! haha..

BUT...

im too happy thinking abt sumtin to do all dat stuff.. i think it's getting somewhere.. i really do =) wish me luck!!!!!

there's a reason y we only met. there's a rainbow at e end of e road man..

& here's somebody ive been dying to meet...

this is abg hanafi's last daughter.. insyirah... isnt she a cutie??? my gaaawd!! only 4 mths old lah... oh drooLz......

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 5:46 pm

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Thursday, July 20, 2006

mai & sidah lepak-ed at e house ydae.. their reason... to see e mummy..

ok lah.. that was a gd enuf reason. but seriously babes.. u all gotta stop being addicted to my grey's anatomy!! har har...

but it was really nice company.. & we 3 have been convincing mummy dat we can take out her stitches. apparently she trust us.. but not daddy.. pls lah hor!! we're year 3 students oreadi lor!! so degrading sia!!


mai was too engrossed in her grey's to camwhore wif us.. pfft!..

my spirits are lifting up. death is NOT such a deal for me animore.. yes arrh!

projects are 3/4 done.. im glad. i think e cina ppl are bloody testing me lah.. like whether im a gd grp member or not. but pls lah. i feel like im doing most of e major work. oh heck.. suffer now, enjoy later i guess...

oh oh.. went to sch with e godsis ydae.. she looks a gazillion times better... darl.. laughing too much at 8.30 in e morn is SO not good for our gag reflex!! haha... oh & happy 1 monthsary.. =)

i need to go geylang!! anybody?? need to stock up on e bras, panties, tudungs.. blah blah.. ;)

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 10:02 am

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Wednesday, July 19, 2006

my hands are RED & ACHING! bloody hand scrubbing. i dont think there's anyore germs left on my hands.. 540 strokes PER hand caaaaan?! might as well i scrub e toilet! pffft!..

other den e needles sensation im feeling in e hands, sch has been..............
mundane, bloomy, irritating...

BUT..

im kinda smiling.. for some reason.. haha..

how nice it is to have met ur acquaintance.. loved evry minute of it..

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 11:54 am

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Monday, July 17, 2006

it's sad isnt it that some people out there are still as shallow?

many questions still remain unanswered.
but if one chooses not to enclose an answer to that question, what's the point in TRYING to find out the real answer then?

im not really that great in this philosphical talk.
but there's definitely one thing I know.

when one wishes to expose a certainty in her life, then she has the right to the time to expose it.
dont sulk around just because u were left out.
oh go get a life please.

its just as depressing out there right now.
what with deaths happening EVRYWHERE ard me.
shits man. death season is back.

& to tell u e truth.
im scared.
really, really scared..

dearest sis.. dont think so much abt it. no point dwelling on such imbeciles. if they cant accept e reality then so be it. its ur life. rmbr that. no one has the right to control it. do watever u think is right. think of ur loved ones. im always a call away ok hun??
luuuuuuup eeeeuuuuu <3

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 11:06 pm

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Sunday, July 16, 2006

these words can never be truer.
when all else fails & you haf no one to turn to, not even ur closest frens, there's always e family.
blood IS thicker than water..

YESTERDAY = .day very well spent with e family.

routine trip to jb. but this time, we went in close to noon. pasar tani practically had nuthin left! so only collected e kupang & headed for larkin. & in e car, mum brought up a very stale issue.
yes. e "nurul, kau e gemuk tau! ayah pun kata gitu" issue. oh myyyyyyygaaaawd!! i know im not supposed to make this weight thingy a very big deal, but wen the parentals have been pressing me to do sumtin abt e excess fat, i think its time I do something abt it.

riiite, now, sidetrack abit arh.. we always fill up petrol at a regular esso station. & e owner is a very good fren of mum's. so whenever mum & auntie zarinah see each other.. all hugs & smooches & stuff.. & yday.. waaaaah.. wat a treat it was for me caaan! her son was there too! OH MY GOD! seriously, i nvr knew she had a son. a very very handsomely good looking son.

just imagine.. wen he smiled a hello to me.. CAAAAIIIIR BEB!!!! tak terangkat siak! i cnt even begin to describe how much he looks like my dream groom. i mean hello?! can mr perfect really exist?

apparently yes lah arh. hes rich, smart, just graduated from uni, fair, nice goatee, nice smile, veins in ALL e right places, drives a nice car. ok.. i shall stop now. & mum even mentioned dat if he really nak masuk meminang, she wld REALLY consider,even if hes a johor-ian..(yeah riiite! prolly got gf already caaaaan mummy!) har har.. yes, mum thinks hes farking hot too! (dad just shooked his head to all this mama drama.. ye larh.. wat does he know abt this mushy goo-ey girl stuff man!)

ok.. ive pee-ed..

so abt e weight issue? once i reached hm.. bro was on his way out for his weekly gym session. & i decided to do e unthinkable. i decided to follow him. yes. to get a LIL bit of exercise spirit in me. & damn! its been A looong time since i gym-ed! e last time was with fana i think. & dat was wat... 5 mths ago? haha.. badan aku dah berkarat beb! so as u already figured, my abs & legs ached e whole night. but i felt good. fresher somehow.

& after maghrib, dad sound "nak gi expo?"

it was a nice ride to expo. talking abt current issues & stuff. laughing at mum & her ignorance to e modern world. har har.. keep up lah mummy..

eventually, dad found expo boring. so me & mum decided to chill kentots at changi beach.. bought a picnic mat at expo itself.. coz impromptu maaah... & stopped at changi village to buy nasi lemak & teh tarik.

seriously, i had fun with e mum, dad & even e bro. cutting myself from e civilised world & eating in e dark.. then we all just sat down, watched planes as they passed by, trying to figure out which airlines they were.. & yes.. we all found out e 7 wonders of e world together.

left past midnight. was bloody shagged. but it was worth it. =)

TODAY?

it was a very nice & surprising day at mad. e beloved irritating ustad taufiq came back. for a one day stint. but nonetheless.. i truly enjoyed his teachings & presence. very deep.

like fana once said.. he makes us think.

e weekends are gone now.
time spent together is never enough.

*my dearest sister... MEE SIAM DATE LARH DEY!!!!!!

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 6:00 pm

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Friday, July 14, 2006

skipped tutorial today (i didnt mean to skip lah. e timetable said no tutorial wat. so im not in e wrong lah. since i ALREADY made plans! heh) to watch this wif my old sec sch buddy, afidah....

totally WORTH my 8 bucks caaaan... i loved e 1st instalment of pirates.. but holy mother man.. e 2nd one.. muuuuuuuch better & funnier to boot!

hoi! captain jack sparrow.. i think johnny depp is blardie cute. oh droools...he has dat something abt him.. not to mention his infamous sparrow stagger walk.. u savvy mate?

however dirty keira knightley looks, shes still beautiful.. haiz.. some women are just truly blessed.

i was laughing non stop at their antiques. never knew pirates cld look so deliciously sexy & yuuum.. despite their very VERY bad hygiene.. riiite.. i shall not spoil e whole story for e ppl who hasnt caught it yet.. but pls do it soon yeah.. very recommended..

azi, im sorry if ur uberly jealous! kwa kwa kwa...

after e movie, window shopped for abit. giordano got sale!!!!! 5 tshirts going for 20 bucks only! imagine, 1 costing only a mere $4.. aaaargh! but too bad. no $$$ as usual.. har har.. splurged it all last last week lah..

& we both just realised its been nearly 1 WHOLE year since we met up. seriously, are we SO busy with our own lives dat we FORGOT each other much less meet? is there such things? apparently, yes in my situation. but u cnt blame us. we're too caught up wif sch. wat wif her A's cumin up & my nvr ending attachments, sch blah blah.. but im glad we did a lil catching up beb..

i missed u.

i was so shocked beyond words when i read berita harian just now.. lets sedekah kan al-fateha to arwahnya ishak ahmad.. e comedian will be very dearly missed.. haiz...

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 11:24 pm

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Thursday, July 13, 2006

clinical lab has never been more productive.


"my 2 bodyguards.. lukman & john.. e plaster of paris is way cool.. but WAY heavy.. now i now how "cast" peoper suffer. kesian..."

ive been bringing my laptop this whole week. coz apparently i thought e grp members wanted to do our ICA. but loe & behold. they dont. their reason? internet dont haf enuf info. crap. i KNOW not enuf info lah. but tell in advance can?

but it wasnt a waste of bag weight afterall.. mahira & i haf been enjoying our daily dose of dr george & dr alex.. haaa... surgical nurses in e making..

today.. just abt 5 mins ago, some IDIOT just had to make e vein in my head POP! fhug lah biatch. its MY business wat i wanna do wif e lappie can. not UR bloody problem. y u so kepo?

i hate my grp members. im freaking suffering. oh crap. cina ppl have never sounded so cina. god bless them.

hanging by a thread.

but not enough to fall through.

i miss those days.

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 3:26 pm

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Wednesday, July 12, 2006

laughing is e best therapy anyone can ever get. seriously.

ive laughed TOO much for e past 2 days over nuthingness & obviously over making fools of ourselves in public transportation.

so forgive me if i really DO have cheek stroke! har har..


riiiite.. now my tahi lalats are jumping around & dancing to shakira's hips dont lie.


2 new vcds to keep my month occupied. prime & match point. very high sexual contents.
ooo.. dont bother asking.. im just in e moooood..

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 11:55 am

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Sunday, July 09, 2006

i shall STOP talking abt "them" from now. PERIOD.


just got off e fon wif e godsis... eh! because of u i have 3 abs popping out of my stomach now! bloody hell.. laughed till i wanted to vomit caaan.. & kentots, im in need of a black long sleeve lah!!! get for me caaan!!

oh, grandma came just now & she spent her whole afternoon with us. somehow, u just cant bring urself to hate an old lady EVENTHOUGH shes e most kepo-est human being u ever met.. & just bcoz shes ur grandmother.

reality check. im swamped with projects & im starting to worry that i have very un-worried grp mates.. now, MUST i worry? gaaawd.. chasing them to do e projects will be such a chore. i foresee very uncommunicable meetings. hoi...
oh, & just now at a jemputan, i mentioned to dad abt what i want my dream wedding to be like. & he just told me to marry a doctor. goodness.. or better yet. a surgeon. yes dad.. that would be LITERALLY, PHYSICALLY, EMOTIONALLY impossible. im incapable of attracting man with e scalpel or e stethoscope for that matter. har har...

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Saturday, July 08, 2006

i loooove weekends.. dont u?

i L-O-V-E weekends coz its e time of e week i get to catch some family time wif e parentals, lil bro & maid. & not to forget e mad girls. somehow, each week i just dont get enough of them. (im not gay or anything. just overly emotional nowadays so DO pardon me yeah)..

today is THE big day for my auntie.. suhaida sapuan. yes. she got married. yeay..

"bik aida & paman yusry on their big day.. she looks oh so beautiful.. wells, ALL brides do!"

headed to batu pahat in mid morn dressed to e nines man.. btw, e weather's like a 100 degress just now.. fuuuh!

e wedding ritual in a kampong is somehow very different from a normal spore malay wedding.
in e morning, they qatam e quran.. & e bride will only wear a normal baju kurung. e groom will obviously come later. & after zuhur then e bride get dressed & ready for her sanding. & afterward, its pretty much e same. e groom comes blah blah. oh.. one thing though.. they dont have to go to e groom's place. coz e WHOLE wedding takes a place at e bride's. how very convenient for e bride riiite? haha..

soo... to pass e time.. i did wat i do best. camwhoring. yes.. 110 pics worth. im oh so proud of myself. hur hur..

"e dais.. i think its simple yet elegant.. love it"

"e ONLY hantaran I was interested in.. oh droolz..."

"ini case dah gatal sangat nak kahwin.. korang ader faham tak??"

"haha.. i hope they dont turn out really gay in e future.. oops!"

"this was wat we basically did to pass e time.. play with nadim! soo cute i wanna bite of his cheeks & thighs. sighs.."

"e lil cousins gave us all a surprise tarian.. so cute.. tapi make up ader ke-tepungan sikit lah.. haha"

"e family with e king & queen of e day.. (look at mum's hand.. its tergantung.. p.s, she actually stole abit of e limelight lah. repeating her accident story over & over.. my my)"

"so do u think by taking a photo with e bride, she might rub off abit of her charm & i will get married soon? haha.. riiite.."

"SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU to e aunt.. & yes.. shes actually throwing money to e peoper in front.. i got 60 cents! har har"

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 11:18 pm

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Friday, July 07, 2006

i feel like a prisoner in my own jail cell.

as quoted from e sis "how true is e truth?" yes. that made me REALLY think. but MY real qn is, "where's e truth IN truth?"

im not saying my life is a bed of roses right now, coz its not. u think people are really nice to u in front of u, & u haf learned to return e gesture wif e fake smile u haf so perfected. & u wldnt know wat they're bloody saying behind ur back. a stab in e back, so they said.

how long more should i suffer from this? seriously. put ur eyes back into its sockets & look away. what is so interesting abt ME to look at, to kepo at? u dont haf enough entertainment in ur pathetic little world animore? so u see e need to pry into mine?

i haf too many qns for ur too little brains. im not expecting an answer from u. just a simple request.

LEAVE ME ALONE.

yes. my life is interesting, but not for ur viewing pleasure. u can happily say all e worst possible things abt me. i cld farking care less.

& FYI, i hate it that i feel like a dead carcass waiting for u vultures to feed on. if ur childish enuf to not talk to me over god-knows-what-ive-done-wrong-to-u.. then, let me tell yoo.. not my freaking problem..

good god! why do these ppl actually exist? ur not happy so u dont seem fit to see others happy? wtf?! u noe what? mind ur own business. u dont want me near u.. ill go as far away from u.. but for now, im still stuck in this pathetic jail cell.

i dont know how else to express myself. too much pent up anger. & im usually NOT like this. god damn it. life's SO not fair. but heck. wen has it been?

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 11:27 pm

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Thursday, July 06, 2006

i kinda need to piss but i think ill spare a few minutes to update sumtin here.. see how committed i am to this damn blog? *bluek*

anihoooots! e mum has been discharged. yes. a one night stay in a B1 room. i mean, not bad for a B2 class patient.. haha.. mahira was so nice as to accompany me to visit mum ydae. & we were shocked at how well mum responded to general anesthesia. her CLC's (conscious lvl chart.. alah.. case baru blajar! haha..) pretty good man!

so mum's looking good, her arm's abit sore but i guess dat's normal. so yeay for us we can balik kampong this sat for bik aida's wedding..

& thnx to all well-wishers for e mum. e msg HAS been passed on. =)

oh, oh.. b4 i forget.. happy NS-ing to yayat tmr!!!! haha.. go tekong boy!!!

*now i really MUST piss..

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 3:07 pm

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Wednesday, July 05, 2006

at this very moment, im feeling very very uneasy.

e dad just called to say e mum has gone into OT. holy crap. my stomach is a million butterflies. & it so ddnt help dat e dad sounded so morosed, so sad. i mean, i dont blame him. that's his wife in e OT we're talking abt! e only time e mum got admitted to hospi was e birthing of me & bro.

ydae, all i wanted to do was be beside e mum. a mother's touch is always soothing u noe. i put my head on her lap & she started carressing my hair. i love it wen she does dat. gee.. this is enuf to make me bawl. fine. shall stop here. e mum WILL BE FINE!

riiite.. so here i am in e sch's comp lab waiting for my mental health lecture. can i get more mental than this? no. dont think so.

BUT.

let's look on e brightside shall we? e dad gave me full custody of e car. coz he sent e mum to hospi early in e morn by cab. i had to send e workers to e market then to e shop. mama is helping out today. so lucky for e dad, he cld stay with e mum to give her sum hubby support.

e dad is being ultra sensitive nowadaes. i like him like this. he's just being a nice dad. i think e andropause is kicking in. no more beating up e kids days animooore! haha..

anihoots, school is NOWHERE near slacking man. seriously. next week is already my skills test. bloody hell! i hvnt even learned to breathe in e yr 3 air yet caaan?! crap.

god, pls make e mum well asap. coz p.s, we haf a wedding in jb to attend to.. & its preeeeety VIP u noe u noe! thnx arh!

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Monday, July 03, 2006

back to school day.. how interesting it was to see all those familiar faces i miss soooo much & finally, im a SENIOR in school..

bloody hell, i woke up this morning to a reality check that im ALREADY in year 3.. holy mother man.. year 3 is NO shits! no bio to study animore, but there's mental health man.. haiz..

oh btw, ive decided to haf a "new year's" resolution.. (i know im supposed to make this on 1st january, but u noe considering today is e start of a NEW YEAR in sch.. wat e heck lah).. riite.. back to e resolution. i was thinking arh.. 1stly, i wanna eat less junk food. 2ndly.. no more Cs & Ds for me man.. i need a bloody B average.. there's more lah actually. but i forgot.. my my.. wats new..

anihoots... e moment i saw gaozhen (btw, he's my favourite chinaboy in class..actually THE only chinaboy) i realised i missed him e most caaan.. i told him im making him my semester bf! haha.. & he agreed!! yeah dude.. thnx arh.. haha..

oh, & to get into e whole new sch year spirit, i bought 10 bucks worth of stationeries. i noe im crazy.. but splurging on pens & notebooks has always been a guilty pleasure.. haha.. i noe, CRAZEEE!!

my 1st lecture & guess hu i saw.. member lamer beb.. BER & MEL!! waaah... & ber was so BLING BLING maaan.. dressed in cream & gold.. like one farking rich tai tai.. gold this, gold that. gucci specs summore! lucky biatch. oh.. oh.. they crashed my lecture just to accompany me.. how nice.. i miss those 2 gundus.. (fyi.. they're ok wif me now)..

oh.. a lil note to dearest azi.. thnx darl for accompanying me to buy bks.. & thnx for e seat offer.. ill definitely take it next lecture.. luuurve yoo! =)

hmm... now here's a lil bit bout ydae... i finally got my butt back to mad class after 1 mth of awol-ing.. (at least not as bad as fana lah.. dat gerl arh.. 6 weeks AWOL caaan.. haha) it was nice to see e mad girls agn, minus sally... laughing bout wat else but "burps & farts" while azi squirmed in her seat.. oh.. oh.. & i saw my old ustad.. nuthin new lah.. still e same old round fella.. (ok, dat was a bit mean) oops!

after mad, me & bro had to go nadim putra's majlis cukur rambut. mum cldnt go due to her "accident" so dad stayed hm wif her.. soooo.. me & bro had a lil road trip & WE GOT LOST! bloody hell! exited e wrong expressway agn.. wah lau eh! its happening to me like ALL E TIME caaaan.. shits man.. spore is damn small lah.. but y isit so hard for me to memorise e roads?! i think i need to be a taxi drebar arh den my sense of direction wld be muuuch better lah. i know some of yoo peoper are going to say "u cant get lost in spore!" but STILL! I BLOODY DID!

fine. i shall not wallow in my driving misery. just so u noe, i got to e majlis, safe & sound.. saw kak shasha finally man.. MISS HER LOADS lah.. shes studying in KL.. so jarang2 shes in spore.. & she did something wrong dat only me my bro & herself knows abt arh.. haha.. p.s.. kak.. next time want to pass a baby to me.. DO IT PROPERLY! haha...

riite.. so this is a bloody long entry.. so sorie if i bored u ppl.. but kinda in e mood lah..

toodles =)

oh.. to add to my guilty pleasures, ive been dreaming bout this hot stuff here..

"zac efron!!! *bites nails**chews hair*.. he's e dude in high school musical.. nuff said man.. ;)"

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 5:40 pm

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Saturday, July 01, 2006

shop, Shop, SHOP!!!!

today, i shopped till my head JUST wanted to break off from my neck & roll itself on e floor. seriously. shopping on a sat is HORRIGIBLE!! but due to my hectic week, no choice lah dey..

went with e godsis to replenish my wardrobe abit. im getting bored with e same old tshirt & jeans thingy (but that's e most comfortable & most simplest to wear caaaan.. haiyah!)

mum gave me 70 buckaroos (which will obviously be deducted from my already depleting bank account) but oh well... all in e name of shopping babe.

retail therapying is damn de-stressing lah ..but damn tiring caaan. bloody hell.. we practically walked around for 5 hrs plus plus.. & with an empty stomach at that.. all becoz e kukufart had eaten lunch b4.. (ya lah.. listen to e bf.. VEEEERY IMPT WAAAT!!!!) haha.. anihoots, after one pair of pants & 2 esprit shirts, we makan at ES TELER 77.. not bad arh.. must say, abit ex.. but there's "soda gembira"!!! yeayness caaan!! i miss that happy soda thingy. SHIIOOOK!

riiite.. i decided i needed one last top to add to my collection. bloody hell! walked evrywhere, went into practically EVRY shop. wahlau.. disappointed lah.. even made e train trip to PS. kentots betol. now my wardrobe NOT yet happening. but nvm.. there's SO gonna be another retail therapy. soon.

seri, i had such a blast with u lah my darling. laughing at idiots & farts. haha.. & one more time u mention e bf. im so chopping my OWN ears.. yeeesh! luuurve u!!

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 10:14 pm

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