i feel like i've done right and i've done wrong. i don't think i'll start apologising for behaving the way i had these past few days. to many, what happened is an annoyance but to one, if that makes her happy, im taking my observational stance now..
gawd, i AM tired as hell...
no, no... i shall not be THIS depressed.. half a huge bar of kit kat i have swallowed and i shall look forward to saturday's roadtrip to PortSea... finally! something to be SEXcited about!
say hello to the current loves of my life. and this will not make any sense but whatevs...
"define the word 'POOKAWN' - it refers to shit SO brown that it has to be thrown out onto the lawn"
right now, i'm contemplating going to the Chisholm Suitcase Ball and also because Georgia is seriously forcing me to go... i shall sleep on it again tonight.. should i go?!?!?
ive stored HEAPS of junk into my fridge of which i shall take refuge in when times get too depressing staring at my WORD document.. right i'm good...
chris! you better make OPERATION ELIMINATION happen goddammit!
i never imagined i ever wanted the wind to howl as loud and as bad as it is doing now to drown out sounds i don't wish to hear but have no choice but to hear them anyway...
and reading the same Drug classes over and over for an hour straight isn't helping either.
i miss my BFFs and the madgirls.. feeling nostalgic is probably NOT the way to enjoy a sunday but hey, i blame only myself..
fyi, DANNY BHOY ydae was simply fan-freaking-tastic! i have found my new favourite stand-up comedian.. look him up and if you get his scottish shit, you're there =)))
crazy weird nonsensical things have been happening on this floor. i just wish it would go away for a little while...
i am NOT getting anywhere with my pathology notes.. (i swear im gonna burn that damn thing after the 26th june!), ok maybe not.. i paid for them. and having my pharmacological notes sprawled all over the desk is not helping either!!!
I NEED TO BE ORGANISED!! CRAP!
riiight, i shall do that later in the afternoon...
Danny Bhoy in the evening with Sus and the boys. super sexcited and im ready to laugh till i pee shit in my pants. hoho!
p.s: i am missing my cousins and the family lot.. congratulations kak suhaila for FINALLY tying the knot! *hugs & kisses*
i have lost the ability to keep my eyes wide open! seriously! and P.S: this was my favourite mask which cost more than a 100 kemoolahs and totally reminded me of the masquerade ball from season 1 of GG.
this was every dollar well spent and well worth it! i was basically in awe for the whole 2 hours... gawking like ive never gawked before and almost choked on my popcorns laughing at the clowns.. my favourite acts??? the trampoline and aerial pas de deux... they were just simply beautiful and breathtaking.. i am definitely a big fan of cirque now, VERY!
so back to reality.. had my 1st and last presentation this morning and we were FANTAS-TUBULOUS!!! i like it, i like it alot =))) all that hard work actually freaking paid off. woo-freaking-hoo! and the marks we got was SO well worth the shit.
2 down, many many more to go... and Liam just popped by into my room after drinking like a million beers (alcohol much?!), very drunk but still coherent.. that boy made a wager with me that he's gonna wake up at 8am IN THE MORNING to go for a run... and he's gonna knock on my door just to spite me cause i told him he'll NEVER be able to wake up. oh trust me, he's not a morning person these days and i highly doubt he's even gonna make it for his 10am class... jeez brother...
p.s: best friend, dont go breaking my heart now...
so Easter cum Mid-sem break has finally come to an end. in a week and a half, i never knew i could have so many feelings run through me in so many weird, confusing and comforting ways...
the train ride to Ararat was an eye opener for me to say the least. i think i amused Sus and Tim quite abit when i saw vast open spaces with four-legged animals grazing the dry land all over. (you can't blame a city girl, can you??) Donald Town was something new to me... and i did manage to catch up on a little Aussie history, so Sus likes to call it =)
Saturday was the big water-skiing event where i got butt-massaged and the knee board hitting the back of my skull like a sonafabiaaatch... did i try the water-skiing skates then? HELL NO! you'll see me in my grave if i really did. seriously. i am already accident prone, what do you want from me???
and Sunday was Races in Stawell.. now, if i was a lesbian.. this could have turned out 3 notches more interesting..oh yes, the ladies were dressed up so classy and uptown-ish that i almost boggled my eyes out. and dammit i looked like i came out of a sports magazine looking very out of place. hoho! nonetheless, it was worth every minute watching them strutt their stuff screaming out at jockeys to go faster!
Monday was pretty much when i actually remembered Sally's 25th birthday. oh yes, shoot me PLEASE! i freaking forgot. i hope she dsnt axe when i get back or something. sorry sally sorry sally sorry sally!!!!
finally Tuesday was Home Sweet Chisholm and never have i missed the boys so much that the moment i saw them, i teared (tears of joy can?!) i mean who else can stand my crap, annoy me and still wrestle me to death with their smelly feet???
alright, ive spoken too much.. i am actually seriously tired as heck.. weird sleeping patterns are catching up to me and i've spent 5 hours on this when i should be referencing my freaking essay. haha!
EASTER
anihoos what better way to end my holidays than to shop for PJ bottoms and new super cooling bed sheets and having the best cookies and cream cake ive had in a LONG time! iLike!
is it just me or is time moving just too quickly???? BFF, i am counting on you to get your butt here asap!!
ill blog something about my easter weekend at Susan's soon-ish (really). Speaking of slacking around during mid-term breaks.. i've been catching up on heck of alot of TV. gossip girl being my current obsession for now. Susan and I just completed a marathon of The Mighty Ducks. i know, i know, we still enjoy lame kids comedy.. but hey when you pair a good movie with heaps of easter bunny chocolates.. your butt just stick to the chair and refuse to move thyself!
i received more bad news from mum today. apparently, a childhood neighbour has passed away due to high fever and he was my brother's age. (ok, im getting the creeps.)
i guess i can always count on mum to give me updates about homeground.. and i cannot wait till she arrives here with dad come july. i have definitely made plans =))
i want to badly complete my assignments and be over and done with it but somehow, i just keep thinking about things that don't actually matter alot. seriously, no matter what i do.. my train of thoughts will helplessly land THERE!!
OMG MAKE IT STOP!!!!
i need koko black ice mocha chocolate now...oh but wait! i cant have that now coz im having the flu... greeeeaaaattt -_-
ohmegaaaawd!!! the bruises and cuts on all parts of my body seems to multiply in insignificantly large numbers! i blame it all on cooking and my wrestling matches with chris and sam -_-.. they wont bloody leave me alone! not that i don't enjoy it but that's how i get all my fun, yes?? so the wrestling match continues....
in about 15 hours, ill be leaving on a train to Donald/Horsham back to Susan's place. i am sexcited as hell! the need to get out of Uni and everything about it just rings too many bells in my head. apparently Sus's mum has prepared a feast (seafood!!!) for us for Easter weekend =))) getting away from assignments and its looming deadlines for awhile should do me good. i need a break! hoho.
pathology test on tuesday was Murder in the first degree. sheesh. how tricky can MCQs be??? hopefully, my ee-ni-me-ni-my-ne-mo pulls through! (haha, ok just kidding. i DID study =P) first test done, a gabazillion more to go.. yikes!
so amidst all the wreck and havoc, parties after events have been going on as usual (they just love to do it in the middle of the week i really don't know why!) Sus and I like to take the back seat and enjoy the AFTERMATH of these parties and whatnots. cause trust me, its FUNNER to be sober and see the shit those kids do =)) and so it happens that we both get the corner rooms where we hear EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING. oh the hypotheses and theories we come up with.. it's pure gold =)
yes my boys all love me. I FEEL VERY LOVED =))
I should really start packing now and why in the world am i not sleepy?!?! i need gossip girl!!!
p.s: i know i dont say much of these nowadays but i miss ALL of you back in our red dot of a country *kisses* i love you all many many!!
highlight of the week HAS got to be me losing my spectacles in the city (WHAT A FUCKING SPAS I AM! geez!!) and i actually freaking cried to Sam in his room till i fell asleep on his bed snuggling up to Georgia.. gawd. what a night that was. haha... but bless Sam for being the assholic sweetheart that he is (that boy actually just WATCHED me cry!! literally! no tissue offerings, NOTHING!) way to go Squiggy -_-
so loooong story short... i got myself not one, but TWO new glasses!! way to spend the parents' moolahs Noodles... i need to watch Confessions of a Shopaholic ASAP to help me feel guilty about all the shopping ive been doing here.. sheesh. you wouldn't BELIEVE the amount of spending i've done. SERIOUSLY!!! i am making kak intan smile widely i think (now don't you DARE say ive been putting on the kilos eating crap here ohkaaaaaay!!!)
Easter holz slash mid-sem break is like in a week!! i am sexcited!! to Donald with Sus for easter celebrations and back to Tower 10B to complete my GABAZILLION assignments and reports and essays...
anihoooooos..... my adventures in Melbourne continues to strive ahead =))
I LOVE MY SPAR-TENS!!!! WE FUCKING ROCKED DODGEBALL CAN?!?!?!?! WOOOHOOOO!!!
