Friday, September 29, 2006

how gerek would it be IF we could lead our lives like those in tv?? say.. life as we know it or one tree hill or the OC or gilmore girls or so on & so forth??

riiite.. im dreaming again.. gaawd! im always in my fantasy world thinking that my life MIGHT turn out into those big tv drama.. eh wait. it IS a big drama when i come to think of it.. haha.. how contradicting...

talking abt school.. abg hanafi brought his youngest son into tutorial today.. haha.. major distraction beb! i wsnt even listening to e presentation lah.. little luqman is sooo cute! i shld haf brought e cam man.. aiyah! nvm.. hari raya got chance.. den ill squeeze him to death..
i dunnoe y but i just love torturing/squeezing/ruffling these kids (namely e 3 yrs old & below).. am i a pedophiled sadistic stalker?? scaree.. naaah.. im just rough.. haha.. kesian budak2 kecik tu.. diseksa olehku..

anihoooots... just came back from furniture shopping.. my aunt "mama" wanted to get a new sofa set.. & abg fir came along!! like yeah laaa.. he's like my favourite abg sedare of all time!
best part is.. he hasnt forgotten our deal! im getting e new creative zen from him if i lost weight.. 10kg mind u.. BY HARI RAYA.. yes.. its pressure.. got 3 weeks left.. can make it laaa.. (hopefully)..

& he was totally flirting wif the salesgirl caaan.. sempat sey! & after we left, he had e cheek to ask me "eh eh.. she was checking me out rite? she kept on looking at me riite?"

*rolls eyes terribly*

OMG! some people.. pffft... he's 28.. think abt it.. i bet he's thinking of some future wife-to-be material.. & just imagine.. he actually asked me to go back to e shop to ask for her number!! mak kau! i saw e bloody ring on her finger lah abg! (i bursted his bubble when i told him dat.. har har)

alright.. other then that... i had a blast being in his company.. although he snides remarks at me.. i dnt care lah. its a friendly verbal spar.. & ive yet to hitch a ride on his bike.. wooots.. cnt wait =)

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 10:46 pm

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Wednesday, September 27, 2006

its time.

ive been wanting to post this for about a week now.. so i think id better write it down..
considering that today is only the 4th day of ramadhan.. i think its STILL not too late..

i swear im so screwed up its unbelievable...

soooo....an "acquaintance" [u KNOW who u are mambang.. hahahha] & myself.. hmm..we're actually very far from being e perfect agama ppl.. so we've.. (actually just me!) decided to come up wif a few new ramadhan & syawal resolutions..

1. hafal e bloody ayat kursi!

2. pergi solat terawih (ive only done this ONCE in my life.. believe it or not)

3. solat sunat masjid (& ive been going to e mosque since i was 4.. tell ME abt it)

4. participate in at least ONE masjid activity..

5. think more agama-ly..

i hope we can manage this beb! seriously.. we're in deep shits if we dont start.. hahaha....

& i passed my 1st practical..wooots! another one on the way.. aiyah.. confirm cn one lah! (chehdebah! step confident keper.......... hahhhha)

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 10:02 pm

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Tuesday, September 26, 2006

some random things:

1. in all irony.. i saw a bus driver chasing after a bus..

2. i hvnt seen the moon for a really long time.

3. its always FUN talking abt what might happen in the future..

4. some people just dont know how to back off!

5. i wish that its "halal" to win some lottery.. i cld use some "yusof ishak" faces..

6. i wanna play american sports... ice hockey/baseball/football????

7. to all my beloveds... friends/ family/ godsis.. i just love these lyrics.. it may not mean a thing.. but it means something to me..

Look at this face
I know the years are showing
Look at this life
I still don't know where it's going

I don't know much
But I know I love you
And that may be all I need to know

Look at these eyes
They've never seen what mattered
Look at these dreams
So beaten and so battered

I don't know much
But I know I love you
That may be all I need to know

So many questions still left unanswered
So much I've never broken through

And when I feel you near me
Sometimes I see so clearly
The only truth I've ever known is me and you

Look at this man
So blessed with inspiration
Look at this soul
Still searching for salvation

I don't know much
But I know I love you
And that may be all I need to know

on impromptu... met seri at jp for buka.. like she said.. its MALAYPORT! haha.. so very true..
it was so crowded we ended up eating at kfc.. & it took us 20 mins to get a seat! talking crap abt how we might turn out 10 yrs from now is always hilarious.. today is one of those days u know.. i really needed e abs-xercise..

so.. due to some unforeseen circumstances.. i haf a new maid.. & she just came today.. e previous "new" maid is going hm tmr. im starting to get sick of teaching new maids all e house stuff.. i guess i cnt complain.. crap...

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 9:20 pm

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Monday, September 25, 2006

ALRIGHT!!!! i did not waste my mum's $9!!! woooooooooooots!!!
we voted 15 times lah hokay.. hahah...
& amidst e show, i received a few smses from my aunt & fid dat hady's vote is LOWER than jon's.. i swear e singtel aunties are part time liars. i think its tactic to help pull in more votes for hady.. anjat kan ger-gerl jer.. hahahhaha...

but im bloody elated nonetheless!!!

our singapore idol 2..

HADY MIRZA peoper!!!

[at this point of time.. ive never been happier to say that im PROUD to be a malay! hidop melayu beb! wahhhahaha]

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 9:40 pm

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Sunday, September 24, 2006

whoever said that Singapore Idol finals this year is a replica of e 1st SI is totally wrong beb!
so e gerek lah caaaaaaan! ive been rooting for hady since e beginning, so its only natural that i hope he emerges as e winner..

great song choice dude! that's all i can say... & y cnt e original songs sound waaaay cooler?? aiyah.. this kinda things better dnt say lah..
let's just all wait for e results tmr.. (& damn it clashes with my IMPIAN CINDERELLA!!)

so, today's e 1st day of ramadhan.. & also e 1st mad exam.. its quran reading.. mcm back in secondary level.. all we had to do was read e yassin.. im liking lanjutan very much.. har har..
& today we discussed abt our mad raya outing.. this year ada kecoh sikit lah due to e idea of renting cars.. just imagine! 1st day of puasa blum habis dah discuss pasal raya outing.. which is on e 11th of nov!! hahaha.. typical kancheong attitude lah..

oh.. check this out..

my spanking new TOILET SEAT COVER!!! [check out e baby dolphins!!]

& i fixed that all by myself hokay.. im so proud!

next....

e new water heater PLUS a not-brokened shower stand! e shower quite powerful.. its really therapeutic after a tiring day... hmmm

aaaaaaaand........ jeng jeng jeng...

my stomach's not doing so well.. shits.. & i think im having anger management problems.. PMS? i dunnoe.. but not possible lah.. coz now its MS.. no "P" already! haiyoh! i just feel like screaming at some people..

so TRY not to get on my nerves lah ah..

a busy week ahead.. tests, practicals, project meetings.. CRAP!

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 10:25 pm

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Friday, September 22, 2006

you know what?

after u read or before u even read my entry below (it really dsnt matter actually).. take ur time & look at my dearest godsis's latest entry.. just go HERE alright.. i promise u its a good read.. =)

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 11:51 pm

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"I love it when u call me big pappa..
throw your hands in the air-ya
be a true play-ya.."


a damn cool rap in my opinion. u have to watch "hardball" to get what i mean..
e movie just made me bloody cry lah! damn u keanu reeves!!! haha..
gaaawd.. ive been so emotional this whole week. wait. i think its been for a few weeks now..
gimme a break man... gee...

anihoots.. im SLIGHTLY better now. e situation still hsnt cleared up. evrything is still in a mess.. "he's" talking to her.. "she" aint talking to him.. ppl in between become e messengers.. crap.. (try pronouncing it as C-R-A-P not 'crep'.. emphasize e "A". oh u get what i mean! pfft)

& can u JUST imagine how isit possible that my shower stand just broke??! it just BROKE! e bloody jet spray has been spoiled since forever. there's NO towel hanger at all. e water heater broke down abt 3 years ago (i just switched on e water heater switch one day, & e moment i turned e tap.. e whole house went into blackout. bloody switch tripped!) i haf, by far, i think, e WORST toilet condition in Toh Guan! seriously! now i haf to alternate my bathing to my parent's rm.. gee.. so much for taking my own sweet time..

rite, enough complaining. actually, all e above mentioned? has just been fixed as of tomorrow.. coz me & mum went toilet shopping. like finally! oh.. & she finally bought a replacement for e cooker hood..

let's sidetrack a lil bit & go back in history.
you see.. about 2 years ago.. my very smart self had this inner urge to cook hashbrowns for e mother. so i put e pan, half filled with oil, on a medium fire.. & while waiting for e oil to "heat up", i decided to play e piano for a while (i SWEAR it was awhile) & then suddenly i saw black smoke coming from e kitchen. & BAM! e bloody pan caught fire sak!!! e fire sort of "creeped" into e pan & joined forces with e oil & it made my life miserable. long story short. mum was TOTALLY pissed! so much for being a filial daughter eh. haha...

so you see.. when i say i cnt cook for nuts.. im damn serious about it.. i really really SUCK! (p.s: i dont even know how to cook rice) & for this matter.. i shall work damn hard, hire a bloody maid of my own to do my cooking for me.. hah! ingenius dont u think? e power of $$$ people..

rite.. so mum spent quite abit on revamping e toilet & e cooking place.. nxt on her list will be e built-in oven.. e old oven simply died on her last hari raya.. damn sad-ed.. thank god for "baby belling"! fuuh!

tmr's e last day of eating freedom. then we're to supposedly taubat for a mth. somehow, i think i shall take e opportunity to set my shits straight.. (fana, im truly inspired by ur shit book beb! haha).. seriously though.. i haf a pretty good feeling abt ramadhan this year.. i hope it really clears my frenzied brain..

oh, before i forget.. i finally met nyla, nora j's daughter.. (apparently my mum & nora j know each other.. & somehow, she's actually family.. aiyah.. long distance marriage shits lah).. nyla was UBER cuteness caaan!!? eee.. geraaam!

riiiite.. im off to write e imigration cards.. how exciting.. -_- bleargh!

i would hold u in my arms
i would take the pain away
thank u for all uve done
forgive all ur mistakes

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 10:37 pm

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Tuesday, September 19, 2006

is god testing my patience??

i guess ill never know why what is happening happened.
& y do I need to choose sides? i think its e correct thing to do.. but then agn, shld i rationalize it ALL over agn & give him a chance? all these qns.. & i haf absolutely NO answers.
im feeling like crap deep deep inside..

but there's one thing im actually thankful for. FRIENDS...
they may never KNOW wat im going through, but they UNDERSTAND.

after school, had sweet talk chill out session wif fana @ her crib.. 2nd time in a mth! haha.. i shld be picking up my bloody book & start revising..
naaaaah.. that can WAIT! hah...
so we ended up watching Life As We Know It in my lappie..
relax giler babz!! i seriously needed to get away from evrithing..


it's almost like a ritual.. hahaha...

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 9:52 pm

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Sunday, September 17, 2006

yday, e whole family did a little spring cleaning in preparation for the kenduri arwah we had this afternoon. & guess what my mum found..
omg! ive never been happier!! my bro's PS2 & all my bloody missing music cds & vcds.. now i have TWO pearl harbour vcds.. haiz.. gundu lah! & all along i thought abg fir has lost mine. geee.. (sorry abg.. really! hah)
now my spice girls, my westlife, my richard clayderman instrumental & my "a walk to remember" soundtrack is back! yesssah!!

oh fyi, whenever i listen to richard's piano pieces.. i swear i hear peace music. its so.. soothing.. aaaah... oh & im listening to it RIGHT NOW! hmmmm...

& today, is horny cum shitty sunday for me..
haha.. i brought e "shit book" fana lent me & we had a major pecah perut session just quizzing e types of shit laaaah!! fyi agn, i think ive experienced all e types of shit listed in dat book AT LEAST ONCE! my arse is horrible i tell u.. wnt get into details.. so dont worry!!

& abt e horniness, im soo sorri sally! she was victimised by ME! oh gaaawd.. then we tried to turn each other on.. hahaha... it was bloody hilarious i tell u.. rubbing pressure points on her back & e way she moaned.. yes. MOANED! "oh hayaaaa..." wahlau! bulu roma ternaik beb! i dont know y lah. i was just in e mood u noe.. to get a lil "something, something".. [fana, im soo reminded of gross eunice! aaaargh!] whahaa..

after mad, they went to my house for e kenduri.. except for azi.. she went for a camp i think..
& my horniness came back during e doa reading!!! hahaha.. i think fana felt violated for awhile there.. cnt help it!
watched "she's the man" for e gazillionth time coz sally hsnt watched it YET! laughed at all e stoopid parts agn.. padahal dah memorise ALL e bloody lines.. haha.. still funny caaaan..
e food was uber great lah.. alot of add-ons by e various aunties. now all e extras shall be my sahur tmr.. (my last day of pay-back! woooots! =))

so thnx bebs for e company.. & thnx for entertaining my "too smart" anak sedare..

*seri darling, im so sorry u cldnt make it.. nxt time hokay? maybe when u do a kenduri alright.. parents will ALWAYS be parents.. i understand. dont feel so disheartened. we cn always chill out in a more relaxed environment on one of e weekends k.. just u & me day! haha.. luuuurve u loads.... & how was jb? hahaha..

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 9:05 pm

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Friday, September 15, 2006

i had a much overdued hair therapy today..
as e auntie shampoo-ed & wash my hair.. i imagined ALL my troubles going away with all e bubbles.. no more burden, no more problems.. ive never felt happier.

i think e auntie knew i was frustrated or sumtin & she gave me a lil head & shoulder massage.. gerek beb! all tensions gone.. *snaps finger*

look at e mess i made! hah! i waited for 30 mins for dat cream to take effect! gee.. apalagi.. stone lah! haha..

so end product???

my cheeks so e chubby lah caaaan!! so much for fasting... eeeergh.. but im liking e very manageable hair!! oooo-la-la =)

after e hair session, met up wif e godsis & her friend, noni at IMM..

buka mee siam beb.. sesungguhnyer i mengidam itu makanan.. hahah.. riiite.. now.. let e picture do e talking alright..

one word.. KELAKAR!!!

noni's sister: OH MY GAAAWD! get ur lips off me u kentaaaaaals!!!! bleargh!!


oh, an incident happened.. let me tell u.. never EVER go up e escalator leading to DAISO! wahlaueh! e escalator just stopped in e middle of nowhere & scared e living daylights out of us! shiok2 ketawa den e escalator died. & we hvnt even reached e floor yet.. sheesh!

ok.. other den dat.. evritin was a-ok.. daiso rocks bebeh! although we din buy anitin.. but looking at stickers brings back some nostalgic moment for e 3 of us.. hmmm....

IMM has opened its renovated building.. its kinda marina square-ish.. really huge.. shopping paradise lah basically. now i really dont haf to travel far.. lucky me =)

jb trip tmr wif daddy agn.. oh i so cant wait! hhaha.. yeah riiiiiiite....

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Thursday, September 14, 2006

it just doesnt end, DOES IT???

when u thought that its all over, it comes back to haunt u again.
uve tried to avoid it the best that u can, but ur best is nothing compared to what had hit u.
damnit!

what e hell is one supposed to do here?
apparently e term, "leave me alone" or "i hvnt been talking" does not seem to digest well into some ppl.
& getting others involved in ur little tirade is supposed to make u feel larger than life? make u feel more powerful?

im going through shit. literally. & i wish the ground i step on wld just create a hole & swallow me up. let me go away. away from all these nonsense. i want to cry some more. but i think there's no more tears left. & my eyes hurt like crap.

oh crap.. god, all i need is a little strength here. please. i beg of u.

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 11:44 pm

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Tuesday, September 12, 2006

school is such a drone! to e point where i skipped a lecture. yes, apparently, skipping ONE lecture is crime to azi. hah! (u know e word lazy just keeps POPPIN' in my bloody brain..)

so today we did a very mini surprise bday affair for yat. dude, im sorry if i gaf u a heart attack! haha.. was too excited lah.. but im glad u loved it.
ok, now i haf ONE request.. do e same (maybe more) for my bday caaaaan? its 4mths from now.................................

met murni after school. its been pretty long since i met her. thought of playing pool but instead we did ALOT of catching up, laughing & sitting for 3hrs in mcd never felt so warm! i swear it felt like e aircon broke down.. punyerlah panas beb! other than that, i had fun de-stressing with her..

gossip is always essential, am i right, am i right? gaawd!, its like we're our biggest gossip! we cn never get enough. i feel like rambling on about how gossip cn ruin one's self. but nah. im not gonna. A) im too lazy B) its too much jumbled words in my brain and C) im just too plain lazy to rearrange those words.
maybe another entry another day? we'll see..

ok, this may be out of context..
have u ever wished that u cld choose who ur classmates are? if i cld choose.. gaaawd! i'd be in bloody heaven. with no more conflicts & mama-drama.
but u noe wat? that's life. so i think i gotta deal.

so im gonna do something to my hair. hopefully it might help straighten (literally & metaphorically) out these crooked thoughts in my head.

i swear im a mess. im missing my daily dose of calls from e godsis. we're just simply too busy now i guess. wat with me & my darn projects. she & her fishes.. i soooo need retail therapy-ing too!! aaaargh! window shopping nvr sounded sooo damn good..

alrighty, this is a very rojak entry. dont bother deciphering what u dont understand. i just need someplace to ramble at & this happens to be e most convenient! hmmm....
5 more weeks to exams.. 5 more weeks to hari raya. eeeeergh..

e bday pics will be up soon i guess.. shall wait for azi to do it then..

HAPPY 20th BDAE NUR HIDAYAT..

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 11:08 pm

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Saturday, September 09, 2006

today is just "me & my parents" day..
i got to feel what an only child would feel..
& to tell u e truth, although i may sound bloody selfish & i shld probably NOT forget that i haf a younger brother, i really love e attention they gave me.
gaawd! just listen to me. i sound like ive been deprived of their love for e longest time (which is not true lah ah.. hah)

riiiite..
so i woke up at 5.30 AM just to follow e dad to jb. mum had to stay at e shop coz there's some netball tournament she needs to cater to.

ive always thought that im closer to my dad (eventhough he cn be such a DAD sometimes.. overprotective shits u noe).. so our father-daughter relationship got to a whole new level.
although im almost 20 now, i still find e need to hold my dad's hand in public. somehow, being with him makes me feel safe.
in e car, we got to talk more abt e current happenings & surprisingly, dad is more open-minded abt certain things now. & e best part is, when i reprimand him for smoking or regarding his health blah blah.. he actually LISTENS! aaaaahh.. e wonders of being a nurse.. hes actually scared of me lah caaan.. haha.. but i love my dad nonetheless.. no matter how irritating or anal he is sometimes..

so after we closed shop at 2.. headed to JP to do some banking stuff. makan at pizza hut coz mum was craving that cheese pizza thingy. not bad lah. but, it got muak after awhile. its e excess cheese beb.. & while we were eating, there's this "disney's princess" talent competition. cute little girls showing off their singing, dancing, prancing abilities. & i was totally blown away by e girl who sang "Tomorrow".. she tarik her suara.. fuyooooh!

den we jalan2 for awhile & passed by e swatch booth.
i swear my parents are so unpredictable at times. i just gazed longingly at e display watches & then mum said, "nak beli? just choose lah which one u like."
then she took out her ATM card. like WOW!!! dad helped me choose e design. its e fall/winter collection. i liiiiiiike!!!


i just realised all my watches are of different shades of green! haha..

ok.. then to add to e unpredictable parental action.. dad bought for me a REVLON lipstick.. yes.. crazily weird, i know.. but i love love love love it!!!

omg! i so wanna go out with my parents more often lah hokay.

& lets not rule out that their good mood-ness MAY not last that long. so i shall swipe e chance while it lasts! haha..

i miss seri radhiah mustaffa like crazy. im feeling mee siam badly lah caaaan!! =)

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Thursday, September 07, 2006

unsurprisingly.. i saw teenage girls weeping on tv.. yes.. for who else but e dude with e "hair" paul twohill.. so he's been voted out.. i must say.. im glad! hah.. really..

eh! dat nyonya beb getting better arh.. interesting...

but, this is who & what i look forward to evry week..

gaaawd! e moment i heard him sing.. i cair beb!!!! knees, hands, fingers all turned jelly.. like wow!

faithfully

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 10:57 pm

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after school, i played a gameshow contestant.. interesting .. i know! haha.. 1st time tau..
actually, i was just helping out fana's friend film for their project proposal or sumtin.
i ended school pretty early so i decided to give it a try..

KNOWLEDGE IS POWER!! (are you there yet?)
believe it or not, that's e name of e game..
i like it.. maybe coz it quizzes my general knowledge.
& my spelling is getting suckier.. aaargh! need to get english classes agn! haha..
oh, e host was freaking hilarious!! gaaaawd! e voice.. e nxt daryl david perhaps???! heh..

after e whole thing was done, i was having this humongous craving for choc bubble tea..
damnit lah beb, u got me hooked! this is baaaaaad.... haha..

how we hate making decisions.. e beb, e dude & myself.. we were totally clueless lah caaan..
pikir punyer pikir. LOT 1.. coz got "sweet talk bubble tea"!! wooots!
chilled at mcd.. & i love e dude's hp lah. e camera raaawks! (actually, its his mum's.. how i wish it was mine.. very tempting u noe)

ok.. my mengidam-ing is over.. it'll prolly come back nxt week! shits..

why is it that u need to come back into my life now?
when im faced with so many other obstacles.
it's not that im depleting u from my life.
but just try to move on alright...

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 12:00 am

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Wednesday, September 06, 2006

im a TEMPEH-ian..

yes, its official.. i thought i escaped those kampong days! then ydae, during dinner.. BAM!

i DID stay in kampong tempeh till i was a year old. just like fana.. eeeergh!

beb! kiter se-comrade. hahahaha...

let's be TEMPEH-ians together..

yo homie! its word-g-money, fu-yo.. =)

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 12:49 pm

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Tuesday, September 05, 2006

have u ever read a book & thought..

"OH MY GAAAWD!! this is like e story of my life right heeeeere!! shit shit shit shit shit!!"

i swear that thought totally crossed my mind e moment i reached pg 16 onwards.. & THERE were those damn words. words which might as well be me. oh damnit!

here's just an extract of e bk & it was said by dig ryan.. he's nadine's (this girl's supposed to be my storybk version) best friend. & nadine just broke off with YET another bloke.

"You have been out with every bloke who was stupid enough to ask you. You have never once stopped and asked yourself if you actually wanted to go out with them, whether they were suitable, whether you fancied them, or if it stood a chance in hell of working out. You just use men to flatter your ego. You spend a couple of weeks doing everything in your power to ensure they fall in love with you, and then the minute they do, you spend another two months building up a big enough list of faults and grievances to justify dumping the poor bastard."

gooodness.. i felt so damn bloody hurt when i read this hokay. i mean. it REALLY hurts!
FYI, e title of e book is thiry-nothing by lisa jewell...
no matter how much i loathe e sickening truth about this book, i SHALL swallow my ego & continue to read it till e end. fid borrowed e same bk & she's done readin it. & she said it has a nice enough ending. golly!! i sooo cant waiiit! riiiiite...

crashed at fana's crib after school just now.. thought of chilling at e "most happening place" but we decided to bring our bubble teas to e comfort of her home.
& oh boy was her mum ever soo excited to show me her baby pictos!
beb! i cld feel e embarrassment for u.. but ya noe, she was being a damn proud mama! hah!

ignorance is really bliss =)

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 12:14 am

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Sunday, September 03, 2006

there's too much that ive been wanting to say in 2 days.

dear friend,
to say that i was shocked to hear THAT news, was shocker of e year for me.
im glad to know that u actually considered my feelings & opinions about e matter before confiding to me. just so u know, my perception of u has never changed & will never change. it's not like u made such a grave mistake. try to think of it as an... accident. bound to happen sometime. it sucks. but just move on alright. tell him to take it easy! im here for u. always. like uve been for me. (gaaawd! i hate sounding like such a preacher. sorry if i was ever too blunt to u.)

other than that, i found out some surprising facts along e way. facts which i should haf predicted a looong time ago. but due to e fact that i am who i am, e facts chose to crawl to me late. its not their fault. really. but i just wished i'd knew it longer. that's all. im not saying that it cheated my feelings. coz it ddnt. maybe, just maybe, e shock hasnt fully sunk in yet. & it's really NOT helping that my thoughts keep on hovering over those facts. facts which can actually change my perception about a person BUT im choosing not to. coz to me, that's just not right. i shld be more open-minded from now on. yes i will. i thought i was open-minded before.. but this incident brought a whole new meaning to those 2 words.


so my week's break has gone & past.
i must say im proud of e way ive spent it. i managed to complete my half of e project, i helped mum for downpayment on swensens galore, i read a whole storybook in 7 hours non-stop, watched half of e prison break series. gaawd! wat a treat!! hah.

i know i should haf spent time revising! oh crap..
but that's just not on my list right now. im really a last minute person ya noe. (think of ALL e times ive been late for evrything. yeap)

to tell u e truth, im dreading tmr. DREADING. cn i just tell god to fast forward e time for me? i mean, its not too much to ask for riiite?
sometimes i just wished i was more grown-up to handle situations.

oh, happy tunangan to my cousin, kak yaya. im so estatic to know i have future additions to e family soon! & im proud of u kak yaya.. way to go!


me, mum & e happy tunang-er! wooots =)

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 8:46 pm

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Friday, September 01, 2006

it's been 2 wet days in a row..
& ydae night alone i peed 15 times in 2 hours!
i swear i dunnoe where all e body fluid came from considering i ddnt drink anything AT ALL!
must be e cold weather lah ah.. haha...

oh.. & im addicted to Prison Break..
dunnoe whether it'll show on starworld or channel 5..
but i doubt channel 5 will air it lah.. coz its such a "bad ass" show..
i mean its a story about how inmates escape from prison!
& its NOT helping dat e lead actor is a HOTTIE TO E ULTRA MULTRA MAAAAAX!!!
(nisa my dear.. its NOT an ugly sight wen i pee in my pants.. its just dat i just cant help it!! hah)

this is DEFINITELY a good reason to pee in my pants! wentworth miller... he has HOT written ALL over him man! sexy smouldering look going on there..oh droooolss......

oh pls do tell me.. y do hotties like channing tatum & wentworth miller only exist halfway around e world?? gaaawd! if only they wld just "drop by" here.. oh slap me puhleeease!!!

enuf peeing!!

just now we had our very overdued lunch date at swensens.. me, sal & fid.. we go waaaay back from sec sch.. study buddies.. good friends.. all in one.. i love these bebs laaa!!

our 1st stop was to fid's house coz her uncle needed a lil help wif e comp. i FINALLY saw her new house. & i really missed her mother.. my very own mak angkat.. gaawd! i was so surprised she kissed me on my cheeks.. i miss her mee sua lah caaan.. makcik makes e best mee sua on earth laaa! i dont care fid, nxt lunch date will be at ur house wif a bowl of dat mee sua.. haha!

den to JP swensens.. dekat2 sudah lah.. we were so e malas to travel. caught up wif our school lives while waiting for our food.. its a wonder how e 3 of us are all in our crucial year of our tertiary education.

fid's taking her A's this year. both me & sal are in our final yr in poly.. & im still glad we can still converse on e same wavelength. although, mostly reminiscing our hilarious moments in secondary school..

my black pepper seafood pasta.. so delicious laaaah caaaan ;)

fid's fish & chips.. they're really nice! berbaloi lah..

open ur mouth BIG-BIG sal!!

& for dessert.. we dug into our regular earthquake.. ice cream never felt more heavenly..

after e makan-ing.. we went into courts. haha.. courts browsing was a whole new adventure.. opening fridges has never been funner lah! haha.. bebs, i think e courts guy almost chased us out wif a broom! heh =)

then we did a lil book shopping. being e real literature nerds we are.. i bought a romance novel.. (yes! after a whole year of not buying storybooks.. finally something to add to my library..) oh oh.. we were NOT satisfied with e book selection at popular, so we went to e new library! hah!

e new library gerek lah.. its like a library cum science exhibition thingy!

check out sal's face!! like she has a "growth"! how coool!! fyi.. dats e concave mirror..

now its e convex mirror..

u see our frozen hands? its really cool.. it snaps e picture of our shadow.. (i swear im starting to sound like a science geek now!)

our final pose before we actually called it a day..

this was us 3 years ago.. i still rmbr we were having our maths study date at macs! haha

this is us now.. i dont think we really changed dat drastically lah.. just a lil more crow's feet & fine lines on e forehead dats all =) haha..

*thnx bebs for e very wonderful uberlicious heck of a time.. love u guys loads..

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 9:00 pm

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