ive been helping e parentals at e shop these past 2 days.. (i demanded pay of course!)
& i MUST say im luuuuurving e sight!! wooots =)
e soon-to-be PE teachers are
sodamnhotI
almostpeedmypants...i never knew how very interesting it is to see my parents interact with them.
they look for my mum whenever they dont see her at the counter.
some of them even called her "mak angkat".. oh yes.. not kidding!
& my mum layans them lah.. esp my dad..
yelaaaa... anak sendiri tak dipanggil sayang selalu.. tapi dorang.. ish ish..
gatalnyer org tua aku lah kaaaan! haha..
aniwaez, there's this soon-to-be PE teacher, abg faizal.. he's e head of e PE department..
he frequently orders food frm my mum for their camps & sorts.. so he's pretty close to us lah.
i mean, he jokes tanpa alas.. very open lah.
& whenever im around.. he likes to make fun of me. & it so dsnt help that i find him very e cute!
omg! like really tall, muscled, chiselled, sarcastic humour etc etc...
ok.. back to e story.. so he was at e counter, ordered his food.. then he saw me..
abg faizal: eh! kau kat sini lagi? me: kenaper? tak suker ke?then he said something i forgot (but its definitely something sarcastic & irritating!)
mum: korang 2 asyik gaduh jer..dad: kau suker ker anak pakcik?abg faizal: biaser lah pakcik.. INILAH ASAM GARAM RUMAH TANGGA!!LIKE HELLOOOOOO??! since when did i marry him?? omg!
we were all hooting when he said dat lah! & after dad terbegik skejap, he HAD to ask abg whether he wants to be his
son-in-law! wahlau!!!! mcm over gitu!!
but then arh, i cant help it but to grin so widely at him lah.. haha.. abg faizal, abg faizal..
oh.. i once asked mum what if abg asked me out on a date..
she gave me a straight flat out NO.
dont ask me y.. coz i dont even know..
haiz.. hes such a gd catch lah caaan.. single.. gonna be teacher soon.. good looks..
yes. ill just continue dreaming. for now, im glad at what we have. =)
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 9:37 pm
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friday.after a gazillion postpones.. we finally had our mad girls outing.
ramen 10 as our buka restaurant.. humongous bill! delicious & spicy food! i liiiike..
we ended up laughing abt some idiots' stupidity..
oh btw, sally got lost. yes.. she ddnt know where far east plaza is.. UNBELIEVABLE, SALLY!!
u sooo need town lessons with either one of us beb! haha..
while waiting for "lost" sally.. had a lil fun camwhoring..
@ ramen 10
had some desserts at McCafe..
p.s: im NOT gonna think abt it anymore. there's no need for me to feel so insecure about what i dont have. im confident of what i have. so it doesnt really matter. to hell with them for all i care. fana's right. there's no point crying over it. its better crying over a dead friend. seriously.
saturday.
went to sally's kenduri arwah for her granddad.
there were definitely weird moments during e eating process..
oh, i had a very short short crush on sally's brother.. hot stuff lah caaan..
at 1st glance only. after awhile.. it kinda died off.. sorry sally.. hah!
chilled at e playground for awhile.. laughed like nobody's business..
such a de-stressing environment for all.
better then yoga or pilates anytime! (not that ive tried these 2.. but im just assuming)
we found this kid too darn adorable... he's sally's lil cousin (if im not mistaken) DanDan...
isnt he cuuuute?! omg! photogenic lah caaaan =)
i hope sally dsnt MURDER me by putting up this pic of her bro @ my very very short pedofile crush.. hahah!!
sunday.
i skipped mad & was busted by mum. thought i cld do a mission impossible.. damN! i met her at e lift.. shits lah caaan.. but thank god she let me go.
crashed at seri's.. had an uberlicious time..
*thnx so very much for all e advices my dear frens.. & for sticking up for me. =)
today.
drove mummy to her last therapy session.. her fractured hand is healing damn well. proud of u mummy!
then we sent bik seri off to e airport. she went back to indonesia today. for good.
i miss her already.
but bik neng's being a sport. shes funnie.. in her own ways.. ill teach her e s'porean way of living lah ah.. she needs a little moulding that's all..
oh.. while i was driving, i met too many road idiots!! i wasnt even spared by an SBS bus driver.. kanasai lah! its my jalan & u happily want to cut 2 lanes.. gila!! & taxi drivers are e other idiots.. gaawd! my road patience was truly tested lah today.. bodoh punyer drivers.. go take ur BTT again please. sheesh! pissing me off for no bloody reason. & one more thing.. u guys dont know how to use e signals ANYMORE? dah pandai keper??? or do u wana be another malaysian driver? eeeeeeergh!!!
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 9:15 pm
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lets NOT talk about tagboard politics.
it's seriously making me puke..
1st it was nisa's blog. now its MY turn??
wat is this??? tag-war season??!
holy mother of crap!!
its not that i dnt wanna reply e "anonymous" tag MYSELF..
its just dat.. my frens.. haf done it for me..
with just e perfect answers..
answers dat i wanted to say..
so enuf said..
finally seri, e kental got a job.. haha.. happy fish-farming!! (oops! i forgot.. u work in e admin department)
she just went back hm.. buka-ed bakso here just now.. den she asked me to do a cheap thrill for her..
ader ke patut she ask me to drive her hm??! like secretly "drive" e car.. den mysteriously block e parking lot with a dustbin.. wow! ur such a genius kental!!
fyi, of CORZ i ddnt dare do it.. bpk aku pancung kepala aku nanti.. HABIS!
& some old dudes were hitting on her while we waited for e cab.. haha..
e kental's reply?
"eh dah tua tu balik pergi WIRID laaaaa!!"i swear i ended up rolling on e pavement.. oh.. & she decided to call me lahabau now.. on top of kental, pantat, kentol etc etc... thnx arh beb.. really.. now my ego has dropped.. haha..
ok..camwhoring tmr!! i think almost all puasa-ing.. wooots=)
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 10:41 pm
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e new maid's heeeeeeere!!!
when i say new.. i really MEAN new..
literally, she has no experience working as a maid before..
thank god bik seri's still here till monday! phew!!
aniwaez, her name is bik Neng. dark skin. speaks sundanese (wow!!) & dsnt understand english. AT ALL.. greaaaaat....
i dnt know y but evritime there's a new maid in e house, e parentals will go bloody anal about it.. anal being that they'll warn me NOT to get close to them, learn to be e boss ard e house, dnt give them too much face..
i mean c'mon man! where is MY sense of perikemanusiaan if i did ALL that? ive had 6 maids before this & all of them treat me like their own daughter. & i cnt deny e fact dat i am manja-ed by them. i know im getting older, reaching 20 soon & shld be independant by now.. but then agn, wen one's soo used to e norm.. one wld hate to be away from it.
shits lah.. parentals are being a tad bit annoying..
they are human beings too who needs a lil love coz they're so far away from home! geee... sorry for being a humanitarian.
omg!! i saw one of e childish ppl on tv just now!! like yuuuuuck!! (gaaawd, im mean.. har har)
*i did another impulsive buy today.. aquamarine's a sweet enough movie.. i like it... =) but not as much as she's e man though.. har har...
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 10:30 pm
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life's short. yes.. i think we all know that. but in any case, try not to take it for granted yeah?? u may nvr know wats gonna happen tomorrow, e day after that & so on..
i got an sms from a really close fren this morn saying that her bf's gone.
he passed in e wee hours of e morn.. due to an accident.
im soooo sorry darl..
im here for u hokay.. always.
*al-fatehah for e arwah.oh a lighter note.. 2nd day of my puasa-thon & im DEFINITELY feeling lighter peoper.. im liking this new routine.. exercising before i go to sleep is really effective. for me that is..
fyi, childish b*iatches r STILL childish.. konon nk muntah lah, nk lempang org lah.. pls lah hor.. we're already bugged down wif 2 extra SUB modules.. dnt u find it tiring??? seriously? if u dont, den I DO.
un-surprisingly, i just look forward to grp meetings & lectures. where i get to see NORMAL human beings.
8 days of puasa to go..
4 more projects..
7 days of so-called break to look forward too..
2 more days till town sesh wif e MAD babes...
its all about numbers..
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 11:26 pm
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camwhoring is a MUST while waiting for mr.policeman... 
cockles, sambal kangkung & e CHILLI CRAAAAAB!!! cockles were super fresh & filling.. not to mention, e sambal we celup-ed e cockles in was sssssssssssteeeaaaammmminng...
e aftermath of 3 VERY superbly hungry ppl who were craving for e ultimate seafood.. (p.s: as u cn guess.. e plate which was piled up to e MAX was yours truly.. hahaha...)
check out e crab body shell, shell body.. (dunnoe lah!)!! fuuuuuh!! damn huge lah caaaaan...
look at e oil in dat kangkung plate!! sheesh...
e full & e contented.
final camwhoring b4 we headed off to another shopping spree..
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 8:29 pm
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i was watching coach carter & a qn he asked one of his basketball players made me think.
"what is ur deepest fear?"& e young fella replied :
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."wat is MY deepest fear?
i think its to open up my heart to somebody & to let that somebody try to love me. im being too analytical in some things & that needs to change. ive been building up this dream person with all e perfect personalities & its not helping me at all to think that he might not even exist. (shit! how i really wish i had a cloning device.. hmm..)
riiite.. emo-ness aside..
i had another food stuffing galore wif e godsis & her mr policeman.
& guess wat???!
my prayers were answered..
we FINALLY had chilli crab.
& from e famous Newton Circus Food Centre to boot!!
was drooling like a madwoman caaaaan??!
pics will be up soon. e kental hsnt emailed me yet! hurrrumph!!
oh oh.. another happier note. e mad 5 were complete today.. mad class was nice. as usual, exchange of stories. & pls bebs.. stop asking me abt u noe hu.. not gonna answer that qn animore! & azi, being claustrophobic dsnt mean i have a fear.
shits! thats abit contradicting. wth! i do have a fear.. but only e fear of being in small confined spaces!!
ok crap! tmr's e start of my 10 day puasa-thalon.. yeay go me =)=)=)
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 9:09 pm
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its really a wonder how i can handle e current situation in school.
i'd rather NOT pour out e whole story here. might hurt some unwanted egos ya noe..
i should. but i wont.
let's just say that, some people really
DONT have anything to do other den gossip/criticise/look down on/accuse & many more that shant be mentioned.
6 weeks of peace & now its broken
gaaawd! i feel like a piece of meat, thrown into a cage full of hungry lions, waiting to be pounced on. in this case, my meat being my whole privacy.
& i must say im darn proud of myself for being so darn patient. never knew! but then again, i wasnt even bothered by what they were saying in e 1st place. but still, there's a limit to that patience. wat if one day i just blow? dat wont be pretty.. i think.. oh crap
i just wanna put this behind me. & burying myself in sinful indulgence of chocolates (or so as seri put it) seems to help..ive been working out. yes. but i think i deserve a break! (after one day ONLY!) haha..sooo.. to secret recipe we headed.
just me. seri. dayana.
we decided on our cakes & then dayana saw sumtin cheap on e menu. yes. a
babychino for a dollar.. e name babychino like so cute lah caaan?!! we anticipated for e arrival of e babychino & terperanjat beruknyer kiter.. its like e size of a 50 cent coin & only half a finger deep! imagine e size!! 3 sips & vuala.. GONE! mcm expresso.. only a little bigger..
laughed our asses off & den e shit topic came out. i know. its amazing how we cn discuss wat comes out from e bottom WHILE eating e cakes.. but seri's has got to be, HANDS DOWN, the most hilarious one.. kupang beb! kupang as shit.. i would LUUURVE to see that lah caaan.. (sori godsis, i just had to put this.. its a must share! haha
look at dayana's babychino!!! i swear its smaller den it looks caaaan???!!!
my oreo milkshake... dayana said it looks like tahi hidung in abundance (i think thats wat she said.. forgot lah).. floating around. yes.. gross. i know. but its really delicious! haha..
finally wen there's nuthing left, we pick on e cream no one wants.. its all abt knowing to play wif ur food ppl.
at e end of day, all tension is gone. thnx darlings... =)
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 12:12 am
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spore idol is not fun to watch animore. haiyoh..
e cock-eyed monkey is still there!!
UNBELIEVABLE.
aside from that.. fid gave me a few exercise pointers..
shall start on it tmr bebeh!!
crunches here i come!! wooots...
i think im becoming too obsessed with my weight that now i haf e habit of looking at e ingredients of all e food im abt to consume.. gee.. esp e "fat" content..
i feel like im soo obsessed i might turn into a nicole richie or lindsay lohan for that matter.. yikes! dat wont be a pretty sight would it?? haha..
im back on samosa duty since e NIE school reopened.. if i were to charge mummy 5 cents for evri samosa i did, id be a bloody rich woman by now..
an average of 200 samosas/day is NOT doing my backbones any good lah..
get me dat OSIM air chair caaaan???
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 11:31 pm
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when im all quiet.. they ask me what's wrong.
when im all noisy.. they ask me to shut up.
i think its best that i hang up a big neon sign on my forehead flashing the words
"IM OK LAH GENDENG!!! LIKE PLEASE LEAVE. ME. ALONE."
sheesh.. i think being quiet & just swimming in my own world of thoughts is much more pleasurable than being involved in hypocritical environments.
goodness.. childish ppl STILL DO exist my frens.. yes.. its a sad notion. but its too bad really.. they nvr learn, do they?
& being quiet means, i get to think of others who ACTUALLY APPRECIATE my presence. & best of all. i get to finish my god damn harry potter book which ive been neglecting.. but no worries.. 100 pages to go.. woooots!! exciting part happening liao caaaan.. haha... (i KNOW im very e backdated.. but no choice lah.. too many things to do a year ago... *grins*)
i miss e lepaking sessions wif e mad girls.
i miss making crazy/lame/stupid/however u wanna call it jokes to e mad girls.
i miss e 5 of us actually being in e same classroom. coz we're always incomplete.
i miss dragonboating with e mad girls.
i miss bigwalking with e mad girls.
mcm dah berZAMAN kiter ambik gmbr ni.. haha..
basically, i just miss e 5 of us being together. so sally, maybe ur wishes WILL come true after all beb.. we MIGHT (dnt get ur hopes too high woman!) just go for that camp thingy.. but then agn, this means, ill miss my chinese drama.. damnit! hahha...
on another heavier note.. rmbr my weight issue?? yes, its been bugging e hell out of me.. coz
a) abg fir (my cousin) has commented on e weight ive "put on".. ok basically, he said i looked FAT!
b) daddy commented for e gazitrillionth time that im really getting FAT!
c) mummy said my face is chubbier, esp e butt region. in other words, shes saying im FAT!
d) bibik just stared at me for 5 mins just now & said im FAT! (thnx btw bibik.. nice words to say to me b4 u go back to indon.. really)
e) I, ME, MYSELF have been postponing my diet, exercise regime for far too long.. im saying im FAT!
ok nurul... time to buck up!!!! u think 10 days of straight puasa-ing will help?? hahaa..... =)
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 10:35 pm
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caught e INDONESIAN IDOL finals ydae on RCTI..
i swear arh... y cnt SINGAPORE IDOL be half as good as them? i mean.. e talent there is much better (ok, no complains here coz our country is seriously DAMN small!) but watching e stage, e live music, e atmosphere there.. like MUUUUCH BETTER caaan... i mean.. wat do u expect..
spore budget lah..
& e best part is... e votes only coz less den 10 cents spore money!!
sheesh! talk abt cheap sia!
oh & e final 2 are these 2 dudes..
IHSAN & DIRLY.. very hunky.. i liiike... (but not as hunky as my current crush lah.. C.T. baby.. u rawk my dreams dude...)
ok.. so i was reading e godsis's blog & she wrote pieces of notes as a tribute to e ppl in her life.. & this was wat she wrote abt yours truly.. goodness.. i almost teared..
Nurul.all the sweetest moments that we enjoyed only this year made me even more blessed.afterall the reminisce and pourings,we met and i truly Thank God i met her.was by me whenever it seems falling so hard on my shoulder.she is the one soul who has a different perspective but never too different to be odd. life has never been more beautiful.here's one for u too darl.. considering im kinda in e mood myself..Seri.life has always been a bliss whenever im in ur presence. god bless u for e beautiful soul that u are. u inspire me to think differently & create my own opinions. all e memories, pictures, laughters we had are forever engraved in e deepest of my heart. wen im falling, ur forever there wif open arms ready to catch me from my free fall. life's all e more wonderful whenever u make me laugh. all e times dat we had. i cherish it forever. & i Thank God ur my godsister. ur one in a million soul darling & i love u.so school sucks.. does this count as new information? dont think so....
eeergh! now im craving for chilli crab!!! =)
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 11:06 pm
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its amazing wat goes on
UNDER ONE ROOF!!! (think tan ah teck & gang.. yeah.. but worse)
2 days ago.. they were screaming at each other's heads.. due e bro's idiotic results.. now.. they're all "lets have make-up sex baby".. haiz.. parentals.. watever goes on in their brains.. i think i NEVER wana know..
all i know is.. i love them both equally for raising me up to be e "nice, funny, interesting" (ehem!) person that i am today..
AND.. they are my walking ATM ya noe.. so i cnt possibly make a war between them & myself.. that's just plain dumb on my part.. haha..
nuff bout e parentals..
here's an interesting topic..
when will u realise that ur ACTUALLY growing up??i was on msn wif fana & i just told her im inviting e mad girls to my kenduri arwah..
fana says:
i feel very grown up nw
heels are a male's invention to make women's butts look SMALLER.... says:
hahaha
heels are a male's invention to make women's butts look SMALLER.... says:
y?
fana says:
goin kenduris
fana says:
not with the family kind
fana says:
but frens
heels are a male's invention to make women's butts look SMALLER.... says:
yeah!
heels are a male's invention to make women's butts look SMALLER.... says:
me too
heels are a male's invention to make women's butts look SMALLER.... says:
haha
heels are a male's invention to make women's butts look SMALLER.... says:
come to think of it
heels are a male's invention to make women's butts look SMALLER.... says:
we haf to grow up someday
heels are a male's invention to make women's butts look SMALLER.... says:
at least our process of growing up is not too fast
heels are a male's invention to make women's butts look SMALLER.... says:
not too slow
fana says:
heheh
fana says:
soon we'll go each others and siblings' weddings
fana says:
wah so funnyheels are a male's invention to make women's butts look SMALLER.... says:
yeah!!so u see.. i hope im not growing up too fast.. i still have that kid in me waiting to burst out into life!! just take a look at sally.. she claims she's FOREVER 12!! & shes already 22 for goodness' sake! haha.. (but i think acting 12 abit too juvenile lah beb.. gotta UP ur standards abit.. haha)ok.. sidetrack abit. my maid's going back to indon for good.. my gaaawd! i feel like crying evritime i think abt it caaan.. but cnt help it lah.. bik seri's right hand is severly injured. so she cnt lift heavy things now.. much less carry an iron!
soo.. we're sending her back sometime nxt week.. im so gonna miss her lah..
now who's gonna watch RCTI dramas with me at night? who's gonna manja me like she does? who's gonna eat sundaes with me evritime she gets her pay? who's gonna talk to me abt my relationship problems?
she's e nicest & e most generous amongst all e maids that i ever had, its hard to let her go.
but she's sick. & i cnt possibly be selfish riiite? damn! i hope e new maid's just like her.
*sighs*
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 4:40 pm
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im having the hots for
CHANNING TATUM..
seriously.. he's like god's gift to women's dreams.. *sighs* (fyi.. i nearly peed while typing this!)
i saw e vcd already out & bought it asap.. & its waaaaaay worth my $12.90.. no kidding beb..
watching it wif e godsis at her house made it even more special..
we laughed, fell off e bed, slapped each other...
waaat a movie!
today's e release of e O's malay results.. & its not gd for e bro.. pretty disppointing.. e parentals are blowing their top! haiz.. this is wat u get for not studying.. im soooo lazy to get into details..
somehow, my conversations wif fana always revolve ard our love for e HOT hollywood dudes.. i like it.. makes me feel.. i dunnoe.. like i wanna pee & i haf company to pee wif me! woooots!!
tmr's jb trip AINT GONNA BE PRETTY.. yakking yak yak guranteed.. aaargh! somebody pass me ear plugs PLEASE....
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 10:35 pm
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ok.. word of advice..
wear extra padded underwear wen ur riding pillion bicycles & ur e front cyclist.. preferably stuff it wif loads & loads of cottonwool.. aaaah... soft spots in ALL e right places. haha...
now my private part there's aching like crap lah.. (it REALLY happens if u ride for 2 hrs straight lah hokay...)
aches aside.. i enjoyed our family picnic at east coast ydae.. woooots!! food was aplenty.... rented bikes... laughing at e little cousins' antiques.. & watching my uncles & aunties LET LOOSE was priceless.. i always thought they were a serious bunch.. but apparently, they do haf that child in them. hahaha
so lets just let e pics do e talking..
the aunties are all settled down managing e food section!
wen one's too lazy to travel to e toilet.. a make-shift changing room oso caaaan lah..
e fathers got their kids ready to cut e "royal cake".. 8th aug was my carbon copy's bday.. (e one in blue suit) HAPPY BDAY AISYAH NURFAKHRIAH!!!
bik cha yoh-yoh-oh nak lead e pillion bike.. i ENDED UP leading.. eeergh! dats y im aching all over! (coz my ass was resting on e 2nd rider's handle bars!!)
ini case klakar nak mampos! u wanna noe wat happened? my "clever" aunt (e one in blue) ya-ya-papaya wanna be e front rider lah.. den nak naik pun tak bleh! apa lagi wen my other aunt got on e bike.. HABIS! cnnt control.. in e end they switched places.. (i became a part-time bike instructor) & off they go.. proud teacher moment for me caaaaan.. haha..
we posed awhile wif baby azfar... he's SOO heavy for a 5 mth old lah! but oh-so cuuute!!
sajer jer aku angkat baby azfar mcm tuuu!! hahaha.. se-sardine-nyer.. but that's e position wer he was lightest! wahaha..
waterboys are HUNGRY!
e endless drama of cycling.. seriously tiring caaaaan?!!
we made it to bedok jetty lah caaaan.. tired but nvm!! 1st time sia.. like sooo damn proud of myself! hahaha
cargo, cargo.. bring me some cars dude!!
after bedok jetty, we went further.. passed by a golf course we NVR knew existed.. life of e rich & e famous..*sighs*
a picnic is never fun without e classic uno game.. (i bought e CARS edition.. so cute!)
e game got moooore fiestier with more kids.. even e adults dnt wanna be left out.. oh, & we played tag-team style.. too many ppl lah.. haha..
holidays are really nice wen u spend with ur loved ones..
oh.. we did meet plenty of "abg Bs"..some having kenduri, some just chilling at e quiet lake.. haha.. pretty intresting sight i must say..
now.. happy rotting me for 2 days!! wahaha...
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 10:32 am
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GRANDMA'S HEEEEERE!!
just came back from fetching her.. im feeling pretty happy that
si bapakku telah lebih confident with my driving. (ok.. pls mind my very e mixed languages!) yeahness caaaan?!!? which means ppl.. he allows me to drive more often.. and also becoz his feet has been giving him problems lah..
im so afraid that hes been getting sick lately.. (& its not helping whenever he claims
"ayah dah nak kat mati").. ok.. pls shoot him for me y'all.. seriously lah.. its scaring me shitless wenever he says dat.. coz i still want him to give me away at my wedding.. see my children.. play wif his grandchildren..
damn.. im turning emotionally sappy! shits..
this week is turning into one of my lazy weeks.. why?? no labs.. only 2 tutorials for e week... & tmr's national day holiday.. waaaah... like so e relaxed caaan?!!
since i declared myself to end early today, went to lot 1 wif e godsis..
we got to our usual "pour-out-all-emotions-laughing-at-evrithing-and-anything" crap..
laughed so hard till my yong taufu wanted to puke itself out..
seri, watching ppl chasing for things is damn hilarious riiite?! like so kesian.. i think im gonna buy a loud hailer to
EXCUSE myself out of e train..
bloody buggers
TAK TAU SABAR LANGSUNG!! (like wats new abt train tranferring.. eeergh!)
so, tmr's e BIG family picnic at east coast.. cant wait to play uno & swim wif e lil cuzzies.. & makan makan makan...
& not to forget... PICTURES!!!
im sorry if i disappointed or hurt u.its not you. its me.i suggest u dont wait.im really sorry.
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 8:13 pm
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KANASAI!!!i SWEAR e cina community in my housing estate are the most INCONSIDERATE ppl on earth.. its been TWO days, & my ears are going deaf soooon!
se-inconsiderate-nyer dorang.. there's a kemah rite next to my blk & they're singing their bloody lungs out! not nice songs.. but irritating, annoying hokkien classics!! OMG!! me & bibik just feel like going down to pull off e main plug..
waaaah.. imagine how cool dat'll be caaan? haha.. like very mafia-ish.. wahahaha...
& this will only end at 11pm.. pls lah cina nyonyas & ah peks... WE HAF WORK & SCHOOL tmr caaan?! buggers.. for now.. ill just stuff e ears wif cotton buds lah.. its helping. NOT... but it'll do for e time being.. haiyoooh!
i feel like i hvnt been a gd fren to all my girlfrens lately.. due to some distractions.. im going crazy lah.. there are times i just feel like being alone. there are times i feel like being with different different ppl OTHER den him..
oh.. im being SUCHABITCH!
i dunnoe y.. but i miss fidah & sal all of a sudden. i miss e times in sec sch where we were mugging like mad for our Os.. going to macd.. laughing our asses off.. being our very sarcastic selves.. bebs! i miss u ppl lah.. lets go out ok.. =)
classic cheese cake nvr tasted so mcdreamy.. hmm....
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 9:13 pm
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i just came back from a MUCH MUCH needed chill out day with e godsis..
yes.. e moment i saw her at changi airport mrt station.. i cldnt waaaaiiit to hug her.. my goodness! i never KNEW i missed her THAT much!! (padahal we just had our mee siam date like last last wed lorh.. oh nvm).. then, i started to tear a little.. i think it was too overwhelming lah..
like i have TOO many things to tell her...
rite now.. only
SHE knows wats going on in my very very confused brain & heart for that matter.. im glad she understands completely wat im going thru..
[thank u for always being there. thank u for e supporting words. thank u for e shoulder to cry on. ur always my pillar of strength when im crashing down..& i looooooove u for it..]ok... enuf mushy mushy woooords! since i haf been rotting at hm for e past 2 sats.. i decided to "hangout" wif her at e airport & our SOLE purpose was to actually update our pictures lah.. like sooooo loong hvnt camwhored like crazy.. & we were waiting for dj to finish his driving lessons..
laughed. drank. high on chox. studying. reading. CAMWHORING!!
~woooooots ~
"its like a scene from a movie.. i forgot e title lah! hahaha"
"yes.. this was what WE had... damn i feel fat now.. guilty pleasure bebeh... *droolz*"
"good donuts are SERIOUSLY hard to come by man.. hmmm... dunkin donuts... hmmm... come to mama's tummy!!!!"
when dj joined us, we went to marina sq to have early dinner.. & we camwhored mooooore! coz finally got cameraman.. wahaha..
laughed summore. speaking cinonet. kentoting. posing.. =p
"e BUMBLEBEEES!!!!"
"kononnyer papparazzi lah giiituuuu..."
"dont we all just LUUURVE to pose in boxes?? even proposing??!"
"mcm step tourists lah gituuuuuu.. eh! its spore DUCK TOURS maaan.. expensive u noe!"
then, we headed home... =)
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 11:41 pm
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i decided to watch e spore idol result show ydae.. i dunnoe y.. just terpingin u noe.. (coz i usully just HEAR e results from e mother).. seriously.. are singaporeans deaf or dumb or
BOTH? i think they're both coz dat jasmine girl's still in e competition! haiyoooh!!
luckily dat hady dude's still in there man! now.. THAT'S real talent.. sheesh!
ok.. i noe u
KEPO ppl wanna know e updates on "some dude".
so this is basically it..
he's agreed to take things slow.. & he's still puzzled y i said he's "too nice".. (but he really is lorh!!! eeergh!)
oh.. being that daddy turned the big
53 yday.. mummy decided to celebrate with dinner just now.. & guess
WHO they invited.. yes.. uve guessed it rite...
it's "some dude"..
their reason?they wanna get to know "some dude" better.. (yeah like i dunnoe wats their REAL reason.. its obviously to bombard him with qns lah & compare him.. DUUH!!)
ok.. so basically, he cleaned up real nice.. he looked good in a striped shirt.. very smart even.. (very unlike e dude in school who luuuurves black metal t-shirts! who loves black metal aniwaez?? i think only him lorh.. pardon me)
& he bought "merci" chox for e parentals.. plus point..
ding ding ding..
then, once we're all settled down.. it ALL started..
normal qns were being passed.. it was going well lah.. till...
haiz.. im not gonna say lah..
let's just say mummy made ME embarrassed! malu giler sak!
soooo... e dinner was not insufferable lah.. i enjoyed it actually..
we had lotsa laughs.. bro behaved! (when i say behave, it means, bro didnt go anal on him & asked him really dumb qns like he usually does)
& afterward, we sent him to e mrt station..
*phew* e night never felt longer!!
& i missed my last episode of e chinese drama lorh!!!!
ALL BCOZ OF THIS!! like sooo eeeeeeeeergh!!
"pre-dinner jitters.. nampak sah tak jitter!! hhaaha.. bedek banyaaak...."
& yeah.. i dont feel like putting up anymore pictures all of a sudden... har har..
riiite.. to all of u still confused.. im JUST DATING him.. nuthing permanent yet alright... =)
im confused. about how i shld feel. & i know i shldnt drag it. but do give me time.
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 11:43 pm
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hey! u guys remembered when my parents went for their 2nd honeymoon on that cruise thingy???
well... mum just received a phonecall from e travel agency aaaaaand... guess wat???!!
they won
"MOST ROMANTIC COUPLE" award!!!!
cn u all believe it?! sheesh.. i was shocked man! they DONT KNOW wat goes on outside e cruise... sooooo... we'll just keep that under wraps shall we? ehem ehem... hahhaa...
riiiite... sooo.. now let me make it clear to u guys..
YES, I CHICKENED OUT NAPFA!!haha.. buay tahan lah... not ready yet ya noe... (riiite, i KNOW u guys are gonna say.. "excuses"!!) oh f-i-n-e!!
ok.. so "some dude" & I sort of had our "1st official date"..
watched e lake house.. (movie's a chic flick lah.. so typical romantic stuff)
but.. i loved it nonetheless.. keanu reeves never looked so invitingly handsome at 41 yrs old.. wooots!! okok.. back to e "date"..
sooo.. FYI.. we're still on e "more than friends" stage..
frankly, im not ready yet..
i seriously dont know wats wrong wif me.. but im a mess.. yes. MY MIND'S A MESS!
hes just too nice so i have that feeling that i shld not disappoint him.. so yeah.. he'll just have to wait till im ready..
i just cant open up yet.. slow & steady larh beb! mesti sampai punyer....
eeeeeeergh! back to e damn projects!! damnit!!!
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 10:59 pm
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i KNOW this is a damn early entry... but.. e dad woke me up to pray..
&, i cant sleep since..
there's alot on my mind right now..
i have my skills assessment later at noon.. (i really REALLY hope i get something easy.. I WILL PASS LARH DAMNIT!!!)
& im supposed to have my NAPFA today also.. (but this one crash & burn lah.. im sooooooo not ready to do any pull-ups or e 2.4 for that matter)
riiite.. i have been seen wif "some dude" ard school & his friends HAVE been looking out for him lah.. i sooo understand that.. so ydae night, i got a surprise call from him.. 1st ever night call.. yes.. it totally freaked me out! (dont ask me y i freaked out)
soooo.. we talked more serious stuff this time & i did ask him where we were (as in a relationship).. well, his reply was just wat i needed to hear.. we're almost there.. but we hvnt had our 1st OFFICIAL date yet.. so we're kinda STILL not there.. riiiiite.. i THINK i understand lah.. har har..
then, he told me that his 2 band mates, (who happens to be MY lecturemate & classmate) asked him abt us.. & they warned him abt e kind of person that I AM...
*that made me wonder immediately whether I deserve a person like him.*
those 2 band mates actually said im a "crude & bitchy" person...
yes.. like wats new.. but he shocked them by saying he knew ALL THAT.. i mean.. i told him what kind of a person i was.. e thing is, its pretty hard to lie to him.. really hard.. so yeah.. ydae's phone call, i took e opportunity to come clean with him.
sooo.. all my qns (sort of) have been answered.. *phew*
i dont normally talk abt my relationship stuff in e open.. but somehow, i haf a good feeling abt this one that i just CANT keep it under wraps... & frankly, im too lazy to repeat e story.. haha..
yeaps. so wish me luck for my skills later.. & i haf grp meetings. AGAIN. this sucks major time lorh.. gundu!!!!!
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 6:27 am
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