Sunday, April 29, 2007

im back from my 2 nights.
the father has resorted to calling me "KUCHING". chet!
the brother didnt miss me one bit. double chet!!
the mother has been farting in my face since i came back. triple chet!!!

1st night.


  • i was so excited that i wasnt sleepy AT ALL!
  • dayah was doing her last night. so my company was all set.
  • i finished writing my report by 1am. (im so proud)
  • the call bells weren't calling as frequently as i predicted.
  • by 1.30am, chips, greentea, orange juice dominated our nurses' station.
the nurses' station overlooking all my 15 "wonderful" patients.

the best case sheet trolley in the whole ward. im serious! the rest are all super kental. haha!

i find myself obsessing over the changes of this board evrytime im on shift. its velcro lah sakk!


2nd night.

HOLY CRAP OF ALL CRAPS.


  • right before i started shift, a patient in the male cubicle collapsed & passed away.
  • the call bell was ringing like it was bloody christmas morning.
  • i only finally sat at 1am!
  • only god knows the ward has turned into a bloody zoo.
    (one was screaming her "ngigau-s", one was being annoyingly cranky, one was slapping her tummy non-stop while moaning "missy oooooiiii, missy aaaaahhhh", one pulled out her IV plug & she was on blood transfusion so it was literally a bloody massacre.)

GAWD!!!

cld my night get any worse??!! apparently yes.

to add to my already "interesting" night, while i was writing my report, i heard breaths in my left ear. at 1st, i thought it was the uncle in the opposite cubicle snoring. but then again, i was thinking why were the breath sounds so loud when he's pretty far!? next thing i knew, i called my father ASAP & told him to baca ayat kursi for me via phone. talk abt scared giler babi lah siols!!! i continued writing report while "kumat-kamit-ing" my selawats. i am SO memorising my ayat kursi from now on.

But by 4 am, thank god everything died down. me, kak naz & saras just settled down. listened to youtube, they checked out my blog & we gossipped abt some of the sisters being single & loaded. har har!

welcome to my C class air-con ward at 2am. & kak naz actually thought this picture was from some ghost movie. haha.. seriously kak naz.. tsk tsk..

saras taught me to use the patient's operating gown as a sweater. the only time that we cld do all this nonsense bullshit.

then she herself took one & was happily telling me how we all looked like tired, pathetic kimono wearers. heheh.

this was when we were checking out aishwara rai's & abishek bachan's wedding pictures.

a quick snap. & 5 mins later, Sister Saroja strolled pass. & all did a "muker sarden". niiiice...

i find this sight very soothing. reports done, patients sleeping. i liiike!

see, this is the reason why i love doing nights. fa.. u missed out alot lah bachinz!!! haha...

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 5:37 pm

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Thursday, April 26, 2007

who would have thought American Idol could make me cry eh..

to realise that there is an extremely large population of lesser fortunate people, it makes me think twice of all the shopping ive done in less than a week. i feel so guilty it's unbelievable. i shldnt feel guilty right? coz i belief i'm doing my part too.. (putting in 50 cents in tabungs are SO counted ok)

& josh groban rocks when he's singing live lah.

my night starts tmr.
1. snacks checked.
2. milo 3 in 1 checked.
3. update my hp mp3 checked.

i think im gonna love my night. =)

& im gonna be mean when i say this but thank god i wont be doing it with gina. haha!
i love my preceptor, but not to THAT extend. she's frying my brain everyday. i need a break!

farah love, i had so much fun, i still feel like punching that Adidas idiot. he deserves a fat punch. TSK! & next time, we are keeping our ATM cards under our pillows. gee! we are out of control woman!!!

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 10:54 pm

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Tuesday, April 24, 2007

it's my day off today.. MY DAY OFF! i liiiiike.. =)

what's not to like..

all i did since morning was..


EAT.
SLEEP.
ATE KIT KAT CHUNKY.
SLEEP AGAIN.
WHIPPED UP INSTANT NOODLES & FRIED WEDGES (yes ladies & gentlemen, i managed to cook without alarming 995.. so deal with it)

im about to fall asleep again.
3 kitkat chunkies within 24hrs is not doing my body system good.

my brother just walked into my room looking like some mat. (he's started poly life. he thinks he's a walking fashion mag. jeez.)
but he still borrows my EZ link card coz he cant be bothered to top up his.
& i just gaf him 5 bucks out of pure. sisterly. love.

oh brother. (no pun intended)

im not looking forward to work actually. (imagine catching ur preceptor writing YOUR appraisal right in front of ya. holy shit!)

im missing her. shes gone to do her OT posting. see lah. who told you go OT lah bachinz?!

on a particularly normal working day, we're both very much in love with the fat ass mirror in our tea room. it releases our stresses & stressors of the day. righttt...

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 4:35 pm

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Saturday, April 21, 2007

batam is a sinful sinful place.
only god knows how badly ive exercised my mastercard.
i swear i hear it screaming "STOOOP!!!"

but, somehow, gg to batam was the wisest decision ive made in weeks.

work as we know it is a whole wagon of crap & bull.
my preceptor is an evilly smart person deep down inside.
im suffering mental delusions at work because of her. (i blame my lack of concentration during lectures. darn me for skipping them in the 1st place. im sucha selenger bachins.)

and fyi, i chose to pass out in the same ward. am i stoopid or am i stoopid?
let's just doa banyak2 ill survive come 18 june. (the day i become a fully-fledged nurse. im so proud.)

alright. back to batam. of all the people i had to meet in the ferry was my dear nisa. haha!
terkejot badak sakkk! but it was cool. & right now, my head still feels ombang-ambing-ish.
the ferry has horrible after effects. i need panadol.

nadim putra & nyaii ibu. he's such a good kiddo.

he was SO fascinated by moving vehicles & its surroundings that he plastered his lips to the window while tiarap-ing on my lap. how nice riite.. geez..

sunglasses are a must.

nasi padang babeh!


& while we were all flustered by the lack of space to fill up our piled up shopping bags, he made our day with his baby antics.

i am oh-so-glad kak ma was ard. she became my girlfren for the day. i was her "husband" for the day & boy does she haf good fashion sense. i love her lah can.

visiting batam is never complete without our rootbeer floats & waffle ice cream.. laaadeedaaa..

apparently kak ma thinks she needs to spice up nadim's rock star image. & belief it or not, she got those sunglasses in 3 colours! talk abt too much kak ma. tsk tsk.

hello DONUT-OS.. & by god. its as good as that donut factory ones here. i think its even better! & hello. its only 8 sing bucks. cheap lah siols!

many many shirts, shoes & handbags later... im a happy mangkok. and nadim putra DEFINITELY makes auntie nurul feel deliriously happy the entire day. see u soon love!

thank god im on afternn shift tmr. woohoo!! NOT. i still hvnt done my research yet & its due tmr. bummer lah can. pfft!

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 10:57 pm

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Sunday, April 15, 2007

i feel so distant from the blogging world. just for the simple reason that im too lazy to actually switch on the lappie..

now, that's somethin' new.. haha..

i had a crazy week... it literally & practically drained all my energy.
i think my "mummy" is a mental murderer!

(since my ward is super staff friendly & everyone feels like family.. all our preceptors call us their "babies". & i haf evil step mummies who are super kepo but yet i feel super loved by them too! haha)

so im gina's baby. i think she's by far, the most rationalised staff nurse ive EVER met. being her "baby" is like mental suicide. dnt get me wrong. she's damn fun & nice.. she'll ask me qns which literally makes my brain paddle faster by the second! & u know im a seriously slow thinker. so for me, its all good.

she'll just tell me, "i know u KNOW the answer. so dnt shoot it out anyhow. THINK. be confident."

i feel so pressurised. i know it looks like im complaining. but im not lah ok. i just need to relief some pent up pressure inside. before i go POOF!! haha...

& i haf 3 days off since sat. woohoo!! staying at home has never sounded so damn good! i haf GG as company. life's all good. =)

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so last thurs, we had sally's belated 23rd birthday celebrations at west coast park mcd. the day ended with the MOST INTERESTING bus rides of our lives! nis, u missed it beb. it was the funniest situation ever. kan kan kan??

& i cnt get over how the l** j*** can be blue black! kwang kwang kwang...

the event before & after mad class today was just klakar giler! i had the car the whole day. the father kasi loan. (good mood lah gitu)...

im never letting abg taufiq drive the car. now i know how my mum felt when i just 1st started driving. scaree shite!! but he's ok lah.. not used to auto car. so cnt blame him riite.

& after mad, fana, my bro & I decided to be super adventurous.. & we went on a little road trip. while waiting for yat lah.. & we were super bored.

after mad... we sent abg taufiq hm before gg on our roadtrip.


god knows how we ended up here. & by which time, fana got scared at the slightest screech! ahaha.. my bro & I enjoyed the screeching. =)

the road was bloody uneven. i wished i was driving a 4 wheel drive at the moment.

we reached the end of the road. i dnt think we were even supposed to be here lah! we were just curious where the kubuh bus came from. so haha!


dnt try to decipher our "Act cute" act. this is too eeuuw.. even for me. heh.

so after enjoying nature's beauty for awhile, we headed back. & we found out the road we were on is the army's marching route. interesting.....

i love road trips to the unknown.. =)

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 10:10 pm

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Tuesday, April 10, 2007

i haf so many reasons to smile. & it takes lesser muscles to smile anyways.. like duh. everyone knows that. really? i dunnoe.. haha..


(1)

sat: my lunch cum dinner date with murni.. my sec sch buddy.. (only up till sec 2 actually).. it was all catching up & food galore for us. shopping wasnt even on the agenda. it seemed redundant at the point. the stories we exchanged we horribly hilarious! ms 4 eyes & that asshole tops the list arh beb.. haha..

(2)

just today... my smile gets bigger & bigger as the day rolls over..

(2.1)

a damn cute policeman came to my cubicle. it was regarding a pt. but my smile was shortlived. he was gone in like 30 seconds. damn! haha.. but it was good "eye washing" lah. i was getting sick looking at wrinkles. lol! (ok, i SO deserve to be shot. & i SO did not mean that.. haha)

(2.2)

when i boarded the train hm, i was faced with a familiar face. i glanced at him once. twice. thrice. i asked myself. "eh, this damn cute fella looks like greek god lah siol!"

an sms to sal confirms it. hah! it was the moles on the lips that was the giveaway.. beb, if u hadnt shown me his picture before.. i wldnt even recognise him for nuts. but i gotta admit.. u haf good taste! haha.. ok, i shall stop calling him mat indon as of today.

but the thighs were a turn off lah beb.. tak bleh ANGS!! & i swear he was super suspicious when i was "attempting" to snap a quick pic just to freaking MMS it to u lah. -_-

but it was worth it. he looks good. REAL GOOD. =)

(let's put our heads together to kill his gf ok? heheh)

fyi. i totally digged his tshirt. & u made me look like a stalker. sheesh!

(2.3)

i tell you.. salmiah suhaimi is a horrible influencer. she just told me about Mr world. which i obviously failed to catch on saturday. like XUETE!!!

3 words..

OH.MY.GAAAWD.

HELLOOOOO NORWAAAAAY!!!!! the moment i saw his face, i was reminded of the English dude from what a girl wants.

now this one.. brazillian waxes suddenly do not seem to hurt like a bitch! (not that ive had one) just imagine him as the waxer.. yummy! heheh.

hello... mr brazil!!! =)=)=)

(2.4)

lastly.. my freaking results are out..
ur looking at an NYP graduand people!! woohooo!!!

mr faizal. i lost the bet. no body shop voucher for me. but its ok!
knowing that i passed is helluva good feeling! so i dont really care.. REALLY! haha...

now, im left to pass my PRCP. which, insyaallah.. i will pass..
gina better give me a damn good appraisal at the end man. =)

(2.5)

one of my mad bitches turns 23 today!!!

HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY SITI SALMAH/SALLY/KAK SAL!!!!

ok. ur old. period.
haha... i know u love me still.. heheh..

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 12:33 am

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Friday, April 06, 2007

it's GOOD FRIDAY & TGIF! woots!!

2 weeks of PRCP gone. but who the heck is counting eh?
ydae was also the last day of the year 1 postings. haf i mentioned that there were a gazillion of them?i gotta admit i felt a little claustrophobic with so many of them ard. but then again, they kinda reminded me of my year 1 days.. not knowing anything back then was the worst feeling.. plus, having to do case studies after case studies. sungguh mengeluhkan!

anihoos.. my year 1s.. (cheh, MY seyyy!! ha ha) rocks gilers.. they're damn cute.. & i foresee myself probably being their preceptor one day.. haha.. woah.. aku fikir jauh sungguh!

(from left: nabil @ nabz @ irritating bugger @ year 1 dude, zamshik @ no nickname for him yet @ accelerated student AND samsul @ ex-teacher @ lembut dude who owns a car @ accelerated student) & they're not even from my cubicle.. too bad nabz has gone back to school.. now i haf those 2 samdols to deal with -_-

my makan gang.. smue dah case stress giler so EQUALS TO: crazy & mad.

she finds me irritating.. i find her irritating. but we rock each other's sampans. that's super important. =)

today was spent driving mama & my mom to Danga Bay.. we ate like there's no tmr. bought shoes like teenage girls on the loose. and suddenly, my phobia for driving just disappeared! & i had to drive thru the MOST IRRITATING jam of the year. like wtf? singaporeans haf seriously NO WHERE to go.. saddening you know. but i survived! woohoo!!

i need my dosage of KOREAN.. mata sepet is still in season *winks*

happy holidays loves!!

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 6:55 pm

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Thursday, April 05, 2007

it's official. im gonna have to do FULL night rotations.. & weekends are no longer a luxury for me.. which ALSO means.. skipping more mad classes.. gawd! im super screwed.

i think my attendance for mad this year is countable with only my fingers! tapa will be so proud. right..

dont ask me about work. let's just be positive & say that my preceptor rocks giler & the ADNs of sgh are making me pee in my pants. wat a condusive place to pursue my career right?? right...

sal & fid are SUPER IRRITATING.

sal.. u need a job.
fid.. u need medication for ur ulcer.

& they claim im blur. i BEG to differ. i dont think i am. like since when am i blur??
ANSWER ME!!!!

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 12:08 am

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Sunday, April 01, 2007

it's a possibilty that i might have to work weekends.. (azi.. we're in the bloody same boat)
my nursing manager asked us whether we'd like same shifts as our preceptors.. like hell yeah!
at least ill learn better.. & up till now, i hvnt picked up any case yet..
talk about being really screwed..

5 weeks left of my PRCP.. sungguh tak happening beb!

anihoos im loving my ward. it's air-conditioned. its orthopedic. it's surgical. & somehow, my cubicles are like the mother theresa of all kinds of patients from various medical disciplines. jeez!
in the words of my preceptor.. we're CHAPALANG.
glad to know.

and it's not helping that i feel claustrophobic in there. its the attachment season. so just imagine. lots & lots of students.. very very little space. thank god for the humongous nursing station. phew.

ok.. enuf about work. its getting boring.. =P

i had a fantabulous day out with my godsis.. it's been AWHILE.
went to vivo... it was all coffeebean, secret recipe cakes & runway models for us..

vivo la fashion rocks our sampan..
bloody gorgeous male models, jealous-worthy jaw-dropping hot female models. damn good fashion.

im in love. with the runway..
it's not that im a fashion nerd.. i think it's the jakun in me that's getting all excited. (never saw a runway in my life so upclose mah)

so.. we "washed eyes" for a good half hour.. i swear it was THE best half hour of my life.

sexy jaw angles are my new best friends.. haha.. right.

pictures are with the godsis..
will upload as soon as i receive them.

i had so much fun seri radhiah. & finally, we updated our photos together. haha... =)

p.s: my brother bought a Sony VAIO for poly usage. spoilt brat. but its a damn nice lappie. ok.. im jealous. eeergh!

p.p.s: mr policeman aka danial jaffar.. has finally joined the "TWENT" club..
HAPPY BARFDAY samdol kropok!!

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 8:30 pm

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