one good thing that came out of this week was my last uni lecture yesterday. school is over for me kids and all i have to worry about now are my online studies/tutes and whatever annoying assignments i have left due later.
as far as emotional rollercoasters go, i've pretty much felt happy, envious, sad, angry, disappointed, heartbroken all in a week's span. oh le sigh.. what am I gonna do with my life??
i can start penning down everything from the very beginning but i guess i'd rather not. it's too sad for me to even think about it.
and so, since i hate being all mushy and emotional (contradicting much?!), happier events!!
let me tell you a little bit about that girl up there. i love her, love her to death. one of the funniest, wittiest person i've ever met. we share clothes like there's no tomorrow (we go by the motto: "what's yours is mine honey!") and she's just amazing like that.
HENS & BUCKS!!!
let's just say the groom couldnt even remember getting married and thank god i wasnt Sammy's bride =p
on another note, i went for 2 job interviews last Thursday and i'm just hoping i get either one. mummy and daddy seemed pretty happy that i got the interview so i'm definitely taking it as a good sign. though i know mum wants me to come home when it's time.
oh and yes, she knows.. about him.
* CAIT! I CAN'T WAIT FOR HOBART AND AYERS ROCK HANNEEEYYYY!!!! =)
love you all back home and madgirls (minus fana): best conference call in AGES! xoxo.
so funniest story ever. Hens and Bucks night is this Wednesday (where we'll have some cheap ass wedding after a fun bachelor/bachelorette at fed sq) and guess who's nominated for Hen?
yes, yours truly.
now there's gonna be a priest, maid of honour, mother of the bride, THE WORKS. seriously georgie.. thanks for putting my name in. but i can see that this is gonna be one of the best nights of my Chisholm life.
not to mention the fact that im hoping ill get to marry Sam or David (they look ridiculously handsome in suits!) and probably smooch them. hoho...
yes, i remember it's Ramadhan.. so im gonna make it HALAL style. gonna work that shit out.
mygod, speaking of shit. my essays are shit. big shit. and im in deep shit. i need to stop procrastinating, better still, stop facebooking and get this SHIT done by next monday.
so first day of Ramadhan is over but i didn't get the fast this year round, dammit. depressing? just a little bit. i want this to be over ASAP please.
so I told mum i feel like going home for raya and all i got was "eh, no need to come home please. experience raya in another country.."
i have a cool mum. really. but i can tell it's going to be really different this year round. i'll definitely be sadder and i'm actually thinking of doing that "RAYA DI RANTAUAN" video nonsense. HAHA! no no.. so not happening. skype sudah lah.
thank god marian and mirosha will be here to celebrate it with me. now mongeese, let's make that kuih tart!
SELAMAT MELAKSANAKAN BULAN RAMADHAN TO ALL THE MUSLIMS OUT THERE =)
this is my EVEREST! as depressing as it is looking at the deadlines and word limits, I am now slightly (keyword: slightly) motivated to get the ball rolling. Susan claims I'm living in the library now. really.
tower theme party tonight kids. it's Heaven & Hell.. now, if Cait goes as the horny devil... should I be her horny angel???
gee.. i guess that's enough angst for the minute. i've much to update about my awesome little world. i've realised that there's much more to seek out there and the more i peek through, the greedier i get. to the point where i've started my very own "pros & cons" list (its a bad habit once you get started).
on another note, nothing beats skype-ing the Khair clan on National Day.. (oh yes, i watched the parade online for the first time in my life please.. felt slightly patriotic!)
t'was pretty damn good to see the grandma, the uncles, the aunts and esp my baby cousins all fighting to be seen by me on the webcam. truly made my week apart from staying over at Miro's mum's crib in the city (another story for another day)! i realised how much I really miss them. but the funniest shit has got to be when my uncles tried monopolising me, trying to shove rendang and lemak into the camera. (chet! your niece can cook a feast now please! sungguh-tak-heran.com) =p
however, the minion i was really looking forward to see did not make it and ive yet to see him squiggling LIVE! bik kesy, you hear that? you owe me another skype date with my baby cousin, little Jawwaad =)
so 2 and a half weeks of school left, with 7 essays screaming simultaneously at me. i'm seriously trying to catch my breath with the on-line discussion we have to read through everyday and lectures i can't seem to comprehend for the life of me!
p.s: omg before i forget, G.I. Joe has made the top 3 list of brilliant movies of 2009. i am truly awestruck, and it's Channing Tatum please. need i say more???
p.p.s: my brother from a different mother, i miss you heaps already! see you in Holland soon dunggu =))
what does it take for YOU to be just nice for once eh? it doesn't take much to politely answer another human being and it definitely does not make YOU one of my favourite people of the hour saying what you said. not that i'm petty like that, but i guess it's just common courtesy to not express your dislike for me in that sense. but whatever it is, i don't think i've stepped on your toes or bothered you and what i do with my life in melbourne is sure as hell MY GOD DAMN PROBLEM. i would still very much love to be your friend cause i'm just awesome like that.
constant questions you keep asking, unknown answers i give back to you. i know we both can't help it, but i'm leaving on that jet plane soon enough so please, i beg of you.. just don't dwell deeper into this. i'll fall harder and it'll be too painful.
this may not make any sense whatsoever to anyone, heck, not even me, but i suppose letting it out will make me feel the tiniest bit better. and it does. it will get better. i've already promised myself this.
so what is making my life straight without any sense of guilt at all?
this.
Cait, you are making me fat with our nightly pig-outs of nachos, but i guess laughing over repeated episodes of FRIENDS will make our troubles go away, yes??? i will miss you when you're away to Sydney till Sunday... be nice to Neil McDaid!!!!
p.s: HAPPY 56th BIRTHDAY to my old man back home. i loves you very much and i wish you the best of health. may Allah bless you with better health than ever cause i'm pretty damn sure you wanna live till you're 80 so you'll get the chance to scare the living crap out of your future grandchildren =) i miss you very much. your daughter always and forever.
and all i wanna do is read a book on the lawn.
let me tell you a little bit about that girl up there. i love her, love her to death. one of the funniest, wittiest person i've ever met. we share clothes like there's no tomorrow (we go by the motto: "what's yours is mine honey!") and she's just amazing like that.
i don't wanna start on CAF and LEA essays now. i just wanna curl up in my bed.
t'was pretty damn good to see the grandma, the uncles, the aunts and esp my baby cousins all fighting to be seen by me on the webcam. truly made my week apart from staying over at Miro's mum's crib in the city (another story for another day)! i realised how much I really miss them. but the funniest shit has got to be when my uncles tried monopolising me, trying to shove rendang and lemak into the camera. (chet! your niece can cook a feast now please! sungguh-tak-heran.com) =p
Cait, you are making me fat with our nightly pig-outs of nachos, but i guess laughing over repeated episodes of FRIENDS will make our troubles go away, yes??? i will miss you when you're away to Sydney till Sunday... be nice to Neil McDaid!!!!
