2nd ICA is done.. like phew! im so proud of my group coz so far, e feedbacks have been pretty darn good! which means.. we might get that A after all.. (a distinction would be a bonus beb).. but seriously.. considering how bloody slacked we all are.. im surprised we could produce such good stuff! haha.. like lukman said.. "self praise is NO PRAISE"..
sorry bro.. in our case, i have to say.. we really have e ability & intelligence to come up with GOOD LAST MINUTE PROJECTS. we're THAT good.. heheh!
oh, & fyi, abg came up with a name for oursleves. its not 4 guys & a girl anymore.. now we're...
DE SLACKERZ!! gawd!
busy, busy dizzy... & haf i mentioned i love my boys to bits??? (& this was 2 hrs before our presentation. how smart..) ok.. enuf praising for the day...
let's talk about something else shall we?????????
long train rides can really be therapeutic & at the same time, it makes a person think TOO much in fact (esp trips to school between 10-3.. dont ask me abt the timing, im clueless myself. hah!)..
ever since ****, ive been day dreaming about many "what ifs".. i know i always self contradict. sometimes i dont even know WHY i do that. its in my natural genes i guess.. everytime i feel like i can FINALLY do it, ill take a step back..
& i dont think im letting my guard down anytime soon. call me a coward or a non-risk taker, i dont care. ive taken too many impulsive risks in e past. im never going down that road again. im too darn tired. really really tired. somehow, i just feel like living life for myself, my family & my friends..no one else.
so let's see.. i think ive just summarised in a whole jargon of crap that I THINK TOO MUCH & that IM NOT READY TO STEP INTO A PERSONAL BOUNDARY...
i think ill survive on fantasies for now.. ill live. like i always do...
this song is now stuck in my head. & its not helping that daddy & I have been listening & singing it since yday.
AKU TAK BIASA - by the late indonesian singer, Alda...
Mungkin diriku harus pergi selamanya darimu
Kau tentu harus mengakhiri cinta ini kepadamu
Kini cintaku telah kaubagi
Tak sanggup kuhadapi semua ini
Aku tak biasa bila tiada kau di sisiku
Aku tak biasa bila 'ku tak mendengar suaramu
Aku tak biasa (bila) bila tak memeluk dirimu
Aku tak biasa bila 'ku tidur tanpa belaianmu
Aku tak biasa... Aku tak biasa...
Kucoba untuk terus berlalu dari hatimu, tapi tak bisa
Bayangan itu selalu menganggu dalam tidur, 'ku menangis
Kini cintaku telah kaubagi
Tak sanggup kuhadapi semua ini
Aku tak biasa bila tiada kau di sisiku
Aku tak biasa bila 'ku tak mendengar suaramu
Aku tak biasa bila tak memeluk dirimu
Aku tak biasa bila 'ku tidur tanpa belaianmu
Aku tak biasa... Aku tak biasa...
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 10:33 pm
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hokaaaaay... aku sungguh penat. kepalaku sedang berpusing. like woah!!
john & i were walking home together just now when he brought up a realisation
"eh, our project title like so easy like that but arh.. when we really get down to it.. JIA LAT!"like uhuh, uhuh dude.. tell ME abt it.. somehow, its taking too much from us that our brain juices are drying up ASAP.. & now my right shoulder dah senget ke bawah.. beg berat beb.. with e lappie & all..
yday, we travelled all the way to KK to spend 6 hrs doing e darn proj, due tmr. abg's youngest daughter was admitted lah.. no choice. but luckily it was a condusive enuf place. & abg's children all bloody cute lah can.. esp his 14 yr old son.. fuh! (ok.. pedophile skejap.. TSK nurul!)
rushed back hm to go to my niece sedara's bday party at Kallang McD.. sesungguhnya, i felt so 5 year old-ish! there was a magic show (compliments of my cousin QAMARUL e MAGICIAN).. games.. prizes.. even e grandaunties @ mummy & mama, joined in e fun... step muda gitu lah...
& e food kept on coming man.. sundaes, burgers, fries, iced milos, milkshakes, nuggets... u name it.. we just ordered like nobody's business.. (bday girl's dad told us to JUST order, so dats wat we did lorh.. heheh)
i looked at e many kids/toddlers who were around & it reminded me of my last mcd party.. i was 7 man! gosh.. i still rmbr it was my piano classmate Rachel.. i wonder where she is now..
did i mention abg fir bought a new Subaru WRX?? like hellllllooooooooooo??!!! im so jealous! i wanted to drive ard e carpark for awhile & dad gave me a big fat NO. damn! i have a perfectly good licence lorh father.. sheesh!
maybe when daddy isnt ard, ill bribe abg into lending me e car.. im an expert briber.. part-time job lah..heheh!
me & kak jija.. she's already 34 & still looking fiiiine..
enthusiastic nyaii(s) =)
kak jija, kiki (her son) & bf Jason.. (some cute Boston dude..)
e cute family we were sitting next too.. see what i mean by excess food??! 
Qamarul e magician.. eh, he's really really good. he actually turned my 2 bucks into a 50.. but eventually he turned it back lah. basket!
..4 guys, a car & half a bud of cigarette..
HAPPY 4th BIRTHDAY SOFEAH DARLING =)=)=) auntie Nurul loves u many2 ok.. *hugs*
after e party, as if tak cukup makan, e aunties decided to lepak at ECP food centre makan satay & roti john.. ok.. im still feeling bloated..
& y im still feeling guarded, is beyond my imagination.
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 8:52 pm
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i got back my lappie yday night. & its as bare as a brand new one.. e heart pain totally came back when i saw all my folders empty & missing.. gaaawd! i had to start downloading & installing e basics.. dah lah leceh.. did i already mention heartpain?? but then again.. i got all e latest versions of itunes & such lah.. so not bad actually...
got to look on e bright side mah.. at least this has taught me a lesson to do regular backups.. dnt worry.. im getting my external HDD like asap.. specially sponsored by e mother.
made a spontaneous decision to check out e hady mirza campus concert. dragged azi & fana along. it was ok lah.. im not an avid fan or something but i did spend 10 bucks voting for him in e end.. so y not catch him live right?? worth my 10 bucks maaaah...
me & fana got a little traumatised with some lady shrilling (i really mean shrilling.. u noe e never-ending-pause-for-a-second-im-having-asthma-soon kind... scaree beb... sumpah!)
it was hilarious lah.. i'm soo not a concert person.. ill just end up laughing at e ppl around me going crazy.. hahah!
alright.. meeting e mother for banking errands... maybe lingerie shopping.. ooo.. i need to reload e lingerie department in my wardrobe lah.. getting drabby.. (wat a word!)
oh.. & fana too.. im hoping to get some free drinks. aper nk buat. tngh bajet! =)
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 2:41 pm
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i feel lost without e lappie in school.. i realised how much my grp depended on it. e boys are accustomed to it, all our fav songs are inside.. we pretty much lived entertainment from it.
they're being very sweet asking me about e lappie's condition evry now & then..
& to make matters worse...
i got a call from the HP comp engineer in the afternoon. & its bloody bad news.
my harddisk has officially crashed big time & i lost ALL & EVERYTHING in my laptop. gawd!
all e pics & videos.. when i think about it, i can cry lah. now e qn ive been asking myself...
why ddnt i get that external harddrive sooner damnit? aaargh! no one to be blamed but myself.. but still.. i wished i had shifted all e photos someplace safe. oh crap.
i just ended my swimming stint with sal when i got e bloody phone call.. damn depressing. & it ddnt help that my belated birthday gift from e both of them is an ADIDAS laptop bag! like hellooo?? adding salt to e wound much??? (eh.. dsnt mean that i dont want it larh ah.. i like it many2! heheh)
fid still had the cheek to say
"u like the laptop bag? u can put ur laptop in. that is if u still have it!"
really fid..
NOT FUNNY AT ALL! go settle ur apeks at IRAS hokay..
& practice ur lorh-lah-meh-mah-hor..
im physically & mentally drained from endless samosa folding & hard-to-find research.
this is such a bittersweet day. i hate it yet i love it. ergh!
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 11:21 pm
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im officially without my lappie at the moment. bloody shyte!
i was happily doing my project when my harddisk crashed.
great. JUST GREAT.
but i already sent it to the HP headquarters & they better salvage all of my data inside. wahlau eh.. it's damn upsetting to know thousands of memories will be gone. just like that.
ok, i haf to look on the bright side. at least e boys were supportive. & thank god for john's thumbdrive. if not. farking screwed. anyhoos.. e presentation is finally over. & its ALL good. apparently, we set e benchmark for the others. glad to know.. effort not wasted.
johnny boy.. ur officially our class KUNIANG. chehdebah..
had one of the nicest chats with mum & e bro. & e mum suddenly got sentimental lah beb..
"ibu will be sad & happy when u get married."
like HELLO! that'll only happen in 7 years or so.. so pls lah mother.. RELAX WILL YA. take a chill pill.. i still got debts to pay back to u sia.
probably around next week, e bro will receive his O lvl results. im scared for him. y he isnt scared, is BEYOND my imagination. i guess, brothers will be brothers. ROC habis! not a care in the world. fana shld know how i feel... beb.. ill still sit on farhan if u want. hah!
meeting sal for overdued swimming cum gossip sesh later. but 1st.. its endless project research man.. i mean ENDLESS! im shagged.
ok.. im missing charmed.
AND.....I MISS MY BLOODY LAPPIE LAH SIOL!!!!
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 12:21 am
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the only reason why i changed my blogskin
AGAIN, is ONLY because of this
"bandwidth exceeded" crap. moreover, i was too freaking lazy to find out more about it hence, i just decided to change the skin. lesser of a headache.
& to think i don't even like changing skins every so often due to all the hassle of "cutting and pasting".. if only i was smarter in manipulating this html nonsense. my life would definitely be easier.
this is one of those saturdays where i just felt like staying at home with a very silent handphone. & that was precisely what i got. with no one in the house but bibik.. i just spent time with myself. its rejuvenating actually. one of those moments when you feel like you deserve a god damn break from the outside world.
it's not like i'm supressing myself from harsh cold reality.. i just needed a "me" time.
BUT.. at some point of time.. i did feel a sense of loneliness. i know its bullshit to say that im leading a lonely life.. coz i have wonderful family AND friends to atone for that. i guess its just an insecurity phase i have to get through. it's always ringing in my head about
"how i wish i had this, how i wish i had that..."to the point where i keep on repeating marc anthony over & over on my itunes. oh my... how depressing!
ok.. i think ive rambled enough. fyi.. im seriously not depressed. its just... something lesser than that. i think.
oh, SGH gave me a letter yday. finally, i need to decide which ward/discipline is to my preference for PRCP come 26 march.. holy crap.. i need to make up my mind like ASAP!! tsk!
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 9:34 pm
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my samdol keropok of a brother turns 18 today..cheh! dah besar adik aku sorang ni..
& he'll be registering for his car licence soon..
waah.. i cn so foresee sibling rivalry to fight over usage of the car.
so i dont think its selfishly cruel of me to tell him to take his OWN SWEET TIME getting that licence riiite??? haha...
have i mentioned before Secret Recipe rocks my socks???! e choc cheese cake is like HELLOOOO!!
had bro's bday dinner there just now & it was just WOW!
considering i cldnt even get out of bed this morning (coz im down with fever & flu), suddenly i felt soo much better facing all the delicious food. chet!
earlier in school, i felt like total crap i tell yoo.. i practically dragged my ass to north canteen. sheesh! & e boys were being such lovelies they told me to go back hm & rest. & i wanted to finish up e damn project lah.
after lecture, abg actually drove me hm.. imagine lah.. he lives in pasir ris hokaaay... how can i not be grateful to them?? & abg's wife thinks that im having "SAKIT CINTA"!! ish.. kak siti ni.. buat malu I jer.. maner ader.. haha...
ok.. gonna finish up my powerpoint slides by tonight.. maciaaaam tak game-game sak! heheh =)
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 10:26 pm
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here's a treat for all u hidden gays out there.. you know who u aaaare..... haha
out of all the ICAs that ive done so far.. the one my group is currently working on has GOT to be ze best. numero uno. king of the jungle. oh u get my drift.. im not kidding.
e boys, myself & lena almost busted our guts laughing.. pecah2 perut beb! why, u may ask?? becaaaause of....
THIS....
and THIS...
i swear he's a natural-born gay.. wahahah!! ok.. seriously, he's 1000% STRAIGHT. but look at the toned abs lah siol! damnit! here's a gay who works out in the gym.. now, who wants to date john @ jane eh?? kwang3...no laaarh.. actually, we're doing something on gender identity disorder. & e research we've gotten so far are sooo bloody interesting i feel like putting them all in our slides.
the video we did was even more hilarious but i shant bruise john's ego anymore than i already did. if he finds out i posted this on my blog, my head's on the chopping block!! but naaah.. he wldnt dare.. he loves me too much.. cheh.. cam tol jer aku ni.. harhar..
tmr's the bro's 18th bday. & i realised ive never gotten him anything for a present. (maaaybe once lah) but now, let's just leave it at that shall we.. i THINK my present to him this year will be a sloppy kiss on his cheeks.. its free & really good.. he'll love it. i guarantee plus chop he will.. nyehehhee..
check out John's DOUBLE Ds!!! sexy babeh =)
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 10:48 pm
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Happy 20th Birthday to meself.. WHOOPEDEEDOO!!
gosh! im embarking on my 20s era.. coool....
before i forget.. thank you to all you beautiful peoper who wished me today.. love u all many2 larh hokay...
e boys in class spared me from their bullying JUST for today.. (because i requested a peaceful day in advance.. harhar)
went to school with the godsis. & i got my only slice of bday cake from her.. & my prezzie.. from her & her husband (ok, danial jaffar.. dont choke on ur coffee. chet!)
so far.. ive received the most beautiful (to say very honest) cards ever this year.. PLUS..
the prezzies!!! fuuuh.. love it love it love it!!
alamak.. THESE.. are beyond words.. like HELLOO!!! *kisses to all of u*And, for the 1st time in 20 years, my mother gave me a birthday sms... & she typed the sms herself! goodness.. im soo touched lah caan.. & i know how much she hates smsing..
"Happy 20 birthday to the world greatest, interesting, loud daughter. choose ur future wisely. love ayah and ibu"
best wish of ze day... aand.. to top it off.. we went for dinner at AL-AMEEN. & i got the honour of choosing e food. shiok!!
i got special triple scooped ice cream waffles.. maciiaaam princess of the day gitu!!! i liiiiike =)
now, why cant EVERY day be my birthday eh?! haha.
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 8:37 pm
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OH MY.. WHAT SURPRISE(s)...ok.. e clock is a-ticking.. its half-an hour till midnight. till my birth-day. yes.. finally the big 2-0...
i think i shld insert a "yeay" in here.. haha.. ok, i must admit.. im really excited to finally be able to tick the 'above 20' boxes in any survey forms.. dah besar lah konon.
there goes my teenage years.. alahai.. bernostalgia pulak aku niii... ok back to e point.
MID-MORNING:
went to mad.. 1st class of the year so must show face abit lah. & tapa is our form teacher. oh, wat a surprise. NOT! haiz.. i think one more year of this i cn tahan lah. SHLD be able to.. considering how "rebellious" i am in class. chet! (step james dean skejap)
another surprise.. only nisa turned up. waaah.. on the eve of my birthday & i thought none of my bebs wanna spend it with me. so, i got a little emotional lah wat else. ok. ALOT! but still.. cnt blame me larh hor. sudden surge of estrogens from the brain.
so my mad girls, dnt angry angry lah caaaan.. i ddnt mean to say all that. u know i still love u ppl like many2.. heheh...
AFTERNOON:
met azi. went vivo-ing coz APPARENTLY, she's depressed. & im always SCARED wen shes depressed. (due to previous experiences) trust me. u dnt want azi depressed.
alright. we window shopped for abit. azi came up with this crazy idea at giant. PURE FUN! thnx lah beb.. let's do it again sometime yeah.. this time.. we add ice creams! haha..
sat at banquet. was famished. (seriously. stomach was doing endless grrr-s...) & to MY SURPRISE, again .. fana, sally & nisa screamed from the back. talk about a major heart attack y'all... & e 2nd sentence from sally's mouth was "we're all fucking pissed at u. hah!" oh btw.. yat was there too!! heheh..
wow. sorry lah ppl.. haha.. u know i dont mean any of it.. hehe.. feel free to put ur bfs in ur top list from now on ok.. moooore than welcomed! haha..
aaaannnd.. they got me something from my wishlist!! coolness lah siol! thank u sooooo verry much my biatches.. love u laaarh *hugs* =)NIGHT:
another surprise..sheesh! (i know ur reading this, so i better write something abt it laaarh arh.. before u come & sprinkle that shimmery powder in my sleep!)
some dude cycled ALL e way to toh guan rd to pass me my birthday gift. how very sweet & thoughtful of yoo. wasnt necessary lah. but then again, wont pass up for a gift riiite? har har. thnx again. it was really great to catch up on things.. loved the gift, loved the thought. thnx!!! =)
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 11:11 pm
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after reading this, u all can happily laugh at my idiocy CUM clumsiness..
i dnt know how it happened. abit slow motion actually ala matrix gitu..
i was alighting the bus. & this bus happened to stop right in front of very soggy soil. so while trying to open the umbrella with my right hand, holding my LJS tapao in the other AND attempting to put back my EZlink in my pocket, somehow, i fell.. veerrryy slowly, i fell.
PAK! (i swear that was the sound!!)
alamak. & the worse thing? the bus stop was full of ppl & behind my bus was another bus full of ppl. i ddnt dare turn behind or left or right. i just looked ahead. pretend nothing happened. muker tetap maintain.
then i realise my left side was soggy. my sandals were soiled. HOLY CRAP!
im starting to hate this rainy weather. not doing my mojo any good! sheesh!
FLASHBACK:the same thing happened to me back in sec 2. it was in school & my skirt flew up. yes. i think e sec 4s were horrified by my granny underwear. fark!
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 10:47 pm
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ok. im getting incredible discount purchasing the Gilmore Girls series.. im getting hooked to yahoo auctions. & this is very bad. i mean very VERY bad for my pocket! but, its my passion larh... cnt help it!! so after prcp, then ill watch them. (that is IF i cn hold up that long. haha.. which i doubt so.. shit!)
oh & yday morning, while i was happily fondling over lukman's $820 camera (its one expensive shit! good shit lah actually), i received a call from some lecturer..
lecturer: hello.. is this Nurul..... Haya? (like my name is sooo damn hard to pronounce like dat)me: yes.. i am..lecturer: i'm Ms Ng arh. just want to inform u about ur community health posting. instead of going to Toa Payoh Community Health Centre.. u need to go (check this out) CHANGI GENERAL HOSPITAL. the staff at TPCHC is on leave. no choice lah.OH MY GOD! NO CHOICE??! NO CHOICE?? holy crap! its only for 2 days. BUT this is unreasonable lah beb. cn send to bukit batok, but noooooo... they want me to travel to e end of spore. as if its only 5 mins away from my house gitu.... eeergh!
oh wells.. no point complaining abt it. abg & sudirman were happily clapping their hands in glee & welcomed me to their modest haven. (chet! haven konon..) but thinking abt it.. i dnt even have to stay in that hospital coz ill be doing home nursing instead. its gonna be interesting i guess. i just hope the staff that im following drives a car lah! haha.. pemalas!
speaking of hospitals.. since im bonded & stuff.. i have to start thinking thoroughly which department i wanna go to. i have one or two choices in mind. very tough choices man. i like both. & its challenging to boot. i even think abt this while sitting on the toilet bowl!
what is it about CHOICES? sheesh!p.s: im back to watching 9pm chinese dramas. alamak. this time got elvin ng. buay tahan caaan! he is sooo *fans self*... i think im gonna ask my brother to be a ship captain. heheh! good pay & definitely nice uniforms.. hurhur..
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 10:23 pm
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i took a raincheck from school today. somehow, i needed a break from all the travelling & piling projects. ok shuddup. i can hear u all shouting "BULLSHIT" now! cnt blame me ok. i get tired easily nowadays larh.
where's my vit C pills when i need'em? sheesh!
anyways, school's not reaaallly a bitch lah. its the long hours of breaks that's kind of a bummer. so now, aku dah berhajat untuk bersenam habis-habisan. i mean, i did PAY for that recreation thingy thingy riiite? & ill probably never use tham after this 7 weeks. sooo, swimming & gymming sounds good at the mo.
i still have my napfa test to complete. i cn sooo foresee my 2.4km run to be a very mendak 2.4km walk-jog-semi run. yes. ive lost momentum. oh bullshucks. hah!
i have all the projects screaming to have research done a.s.a.p, BUT knowing that i cn count on the credibility of my group (im back again with my brudders. GEREK!).. i can still sit back & relax. we're THAT good. ehem ehem.. & fyi, im very hardworking ard them. dnt ask me y. they're serious pressurizers!
sch aside, fid is probably currently practically at the edge of her bed watching Roswell. i think she's turning alien. now, imagine fid with 3 eyes & a filler.. ooo.. shexy! hahaha..
& i, am glued to charmed. i have 3 seasons to go. so ill have to update the dvd titles soon. maaaybe ill purchase gilmore girls from yahoo auction.
less than a week before i turn the big 2-0. heheh!!!
the bro wants a bbq party for his bdae. me? naaah... i wanna chillex this year.
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 10:49 pm
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ydae, mother's family decided to visit our Kota Tinggi cousins who were the victims of the horrible flood back in december. since i was bored, i tagged along.
we went to paman Mamat's house 1st. it was safe from the flood coz its on one of the higher hills there. i could see myself spending my long weekends there lah. i luurve the house man. & paman Mamat's wife is by far my all time favourite aunt coz of her intelligence & the fact that she's my korean movie supplier. heheh. we can talk about anything under the sun & her english is superb lah caaan. sheesh! (she's an english graduate teacher. go figure) talking to her makes me smart!
then we headed to paman Suri's house. now. i almost sobbed hearing their story lah. the whole kampong was drowned in the flood. including his house. just imagine, the highest bridge in kota tinggi couldnt even be seen!
the saddest thing is, paman Suri just bought new furnitures for his house. it was such an unexpected natural disaster. when i saw the state of his car & how piles & piles of books were being laid out on the car to dry, it made me kinda sad. to be living in a flat in spore is such a blessing i tell u.
if i'd known, i would have brought my unused ugama books & old clothes & give it to them. maybe i will go back there soon.
one of my fav cousins across the causeway.
my uncles decided to have a "WHO'S BELLY IS THE BIGGEST" competition. now, guess who won... (too bad dad wasnt in the picture. oh, paman Mamat too!)
that's paman Suri, his wife & anak bongsu. oh, & mama too..
alamak. this picture is too cute for words. my heroines of the flood.
ini pulak, gua punya hero2 tua. the uncles who had their pants rolled up are the kota tinggi ones. aksyen masih banjir konon.. & check out paman Mamat's (yellow shirt-ed) facial expression lah caaaan??!! mcm kene dera rabak2!! sheesh..
see what i mean by the drying of books? haiz. this is a very sad state of things. 
imagine the whole stretch submerged in muddy water.
along the way, my aunt told us of the story of this Laksmana dude (alah, the one where the raja got mangkat dijulang one. i forgot his name lah.) we passed by his kubur & guess wat. it was the ONLY thing that wasnt flooded. u can totally see the rest submerged but NOT the kubur. now, how freaky is that?! apparently, the raja sumpah-ed the laksmana's family for 7 generations. now its just reaching the 6th. this story reminded me of the tsunami disaster in Aceh & the masjid that still stood strong.
semua kuasa Allah. im so bloody amazed i tell u. so ive learned quite abit about the history of Kota Tinggi. i think i got historically smarter going back there.
what an educational visit! =)
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 8:54 pm
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this morning, i had a very interesting tutorial.. added to e fact that e lecturer herself is freaking cool! found out something about myself that is unknown to me yet known to my friends (them being my close brudders)..
amongst them are:
- i need to be emotionally stron/stable (from abang)
- easy to forgive but not forget (from johnny boy)
- hard to make me cry (from lukman)
ok.. i think lukman is misguided.. haha.. im one BIG crybaby. as many of u wld already know. maybe, he hasnt seen me cry yet.. act macho lah sikit depan dorang. ego nk kene maintain oi!
e modules this sem are kinda self reflecting. it's making me think ALOT! like i already dnt think alot. but i think thinking some more wont kill lah. so wth. i shall continue thinking then. hah!
anyways, after sch, met up with sal & fid for SP's open house. & btw, our sole purpose there is not to check out e courses (like duh! im already in a freaking poly & fid's on her way to uni, insyaallah).. it was to see sal's humongous crush on her greek god. but too bad. it wasnt meant to be. haiz.. how disappointing. really wanted to check out what her commotion abt him is all abt. apparently he has e sexiest mole lah. sheesh!
we settled at SP's foodcourt 3 coz i was famished. this time, fid & myself TOTALLY CAMWHORED. i mean we camwhored like we never camwhored before. ok, enough. & sal's to be blamed coz she took a freaking long time dealing with her insurance fren. jeez. we almost died of boredom can.
did i mention we were bored shitless?
but i still love my girls to bits. mcm another colgate advert eh korang?! haha..aside from these happy moments, i feel like im self-conflicting. not to mention self-debating. something weird is stirring in my puny brain & i have to figure it out a.s.a.p. eeergh. i hate this feeling. ive already gotten over e "choose between 2" crap. now its another major problem. damnit!
PHOTO OF THE DAY:
gaawd! im so irresistable! *rolls eyes*
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 11:21 pm
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first day of school..
a) cool lecturer for sociology (she's uniquely hilarious)
b) some ppl STILL havent changed..
gaaaawd.. wat a bummer.. am soo disappointed larh.. no point being aggressive at this point. buang air liuh aku jer.
so im not gonna talk abt this no more.
you continue doing what
you think is right by
you.. i dont give a damn ok..
my living rm PC has gone bust. shytes. this is all e brother's fault. i swear he keeps e blardie comp running the whole damn day.. & for what? *top secret* padahal.. padahal..
i have prison break, OTH, OC, grey's all waiting in line to be watched. eeergh..
oh.. since we're still on e topic of my brother.. he lost his house keys like eons ago, & when i told him to make e duplicate, member buat bodoh jer. so, being excited & all to reach sch on time, i forgot to ask him abt e keys.. usually we have a secret hiding place lah.. so i have excess to e keys if i got hm earlier..
anyways... on the way hm, it suddenly struck me..
I HAVE NO KEYS to enter e house! punyer lah selenger!!! (it was just 1pm btw) & to make matters worse.. e bro's hp was flat. basket. e mum asked me to go NIE lah.. like no freeeeaaaking waaaay!! wat with all e books for e new sem. it also ddnt help i was super sleepy. last resort.. went back to mama's house.. thank god she starts work only next week.. phew! if not ill be homeless for 2 hrs.. just imagine..
ok, let's not go there..
omg! 12 more days to go....
seriously.. its starting to become scareee... no shit!
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 6:55 pm
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my beloved IBU turns 52 today.. yes.. FIFTY-TWO.
so... happy birthday my mother..
i ddnt even prepare her a birthday gift in advance, due to the shortage of time & e fact that we went to jb.
called e godsis in e morning for an impromptu shopping trip.
& somehow, i ended up driving to her place to have lunch.. e godsis is always excited if i get e car. we are pampered that way but still, we do have a rockin' good time on every car trip.. simply just enjoying good music, a good talk & definitely good company.
this is SOOO last minute! writing e birthday card in the backseat... (thnx darl for e supplies ;))
she had her own bday gift to wrap..
headed to vivo after that. so this is us & "moo-moo" at ben & jerry's..
FINALLY! my cravings for choc fudge brownie were fulfilled.. im a happy camper =)
got home.. & i found the mother still in a cranky mood. (it has been 2 days) jeez.. i shall blame PMS solely for this. so me & bro sang her a birthday song, along with her fav secret recipe cakes & the card.
& guess what.. NO RESPONSE! not even a smile lah siol. so we just left her alone. awhile later, she called bro & she gave him a letter. wahlau.. now she has started communicating with us VIA letters. in-house mail beb... i find this all very amusing. but wattado.. im just glad she appreciated e gift.. phew!
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on to my kampong trip..
it got hit with e worst flood in 30 years. thank god my grandaunt's place ddnt banjir! i asked my cousin Anis to take me for a ride to see the worst banjir-ed places.. on her motorcycle no less.. & mind u, she's only 16! ok.. it's no big surprise that they cn ride without a licence or a helmet..
so, dengan selekehnyer..
some of the houses which got hit pretty badly by the monsoon rain.. horrible banjir man!
ok.. we had to go through 4 major road floods & it ddnt help that e motor engine died 17 times on us!! scary lah caaaan.. for a moment there, i thought we had to push the bike manually.. chet!
Anis & me after the "brutal" ride.. i enjoyed it many many... explored new things about my kampong & its ppl..
though its not like a normal hari raya haji (due to e fact that no lembus were slaughtered, to my major disappointment) it was a nice time catching up with the family there..
posted by: [nurul]haya @ 7:04 pm
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2006 CAME & WENT..SO, HELLOOOOOOO 2007!!!gosh! how a year flew by, just like that *snaps finger*!!
im sooo not gonna make a new year's resolution.. cause, last year's is still pending! shytes!
so, what have i NOT done last year??! (in which case, i should have.. tsk tsk)
1. i've not hafal-ed my 2 VIP surahs!
2. i've not cleared my name with some ppl
3. i've not picked up a new sport, like i wanted to
4. i've not been a filial daughter
5. i've not kicked my habit of becoming a pampered child
but, nonetheless, i shall not dwell on my misgivings & look forward to this new year with a big cheery smile plastered on my already round face.
actually, 2006 had been pretty much bittersweet... all the new ppl, e closer bond shared with all my friends, it was jolly good times... i appreciated every minute of it. thanks to u ppl, uve made me a better person. im still not perfect.. tell me,
who is?there were those disappointing, raging moments when i felt my world crashing.. but looking back on it, i wont change it one single bit or regret the moments that happened. i think it made me look at life or things, for that matter, in a better perspective. if not for these unfateful events, i would still be blinded by lies & drowning myself in hurt.
-Behind evry cloud, There's a silver lining-now.. that's a phrase i cn side-line my life with..
oh & yes, ill definitely be smiling this january.. coz.. ill be turning e big 2-0 in 2 weeks! like.. woah. im gonna leave my "teen" soon.. its the "sad-cum-excited-nervous-cool-kinda-feeling".. i feel so old, yet so young. aiyah.. i dunnoe how to explain this lah.. it also ddnt help that e bro pointed out my "immaturity" about 4 hours ago e moment i mentioned my birthday..
his words... "start acting like ur 20 then!" jeez... talk abt raging hormones...
let's all let e new year sink in.. & may it be e start of a new adventure for me..
it's never too late to start something new.. =)
fyi, i had ZE best kampong trip ever.. but ill save that for my next entry..
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