Saturday, March 25, 2006

its blardie 1.40 am in morning & im not asleep yet. there's too many things on my mind. i just finished chatting wif botak...
-thnx so much for listening mad... ur a gd fren-

so to cut e story short, i felt cheated today. cheated of my feelings, cheated of my time, cheated of my friendship. e mcflurry i was eating was about to be thrown at any of them.. but too bad, they were gone.. they just left. thnx for being veri "considerate ppl". *&^%

just to give u a glimpse of wat's been happening, today was e last day of sch, but e beginning of a new attitude for me. goodbye old me. ive decided to be on my own. i feel better. more secured. more liberated. unlike some ppl.. they feel so insecure bout themselves that they have to reprimand others bout their insecurites... its sad really... haiz... if ur reading this.. its too bad that u terasa.. don't ask me in the face, coz i wont tell ya.. i'd rather be with ppl that i hvnt talked to in 5 mths den spend another minute with you..

ive cried a river nile.. but wtf for? its so not worth it.. as botak said, "this is life haya".. wattado...

so on a lighter note.. i have e weekends to look forward to. yeahness!!! jb, band on sat & mad on sun.. e usual..

* i so hope that vol 13 of "ku t'lah jatuh cinta" is available @ e larkin store.. haiyoh! its SO difficult to get that vol. pfft!

oh... not to forget a passerby who has been tagging me bout dude harlino.. yeah babe!! finally, someone who watches RCTI!! (thank god daddy bought me e antenna soon enuff to catch all e good sinetrons!! so consider me an "ex-suria watcher"..) haha... hes not famous lah... but oh who the blardie hell cares?? he has a damn cool name.. & this means lesser fan base in spore & both of us will get to adore dude more!! nyahaha... (passerby, drop me ur email & we'll keep in contact better ok?)

i SO forgot bout this... HAPPY BELATED 19th BDAE TO SALMIAH, E BABE!!! join e 19 yr old club beb, we're a yr older.. ho ho...

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 1:25 am

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