Friday, July 28, 2006

i am drowning in my own projects & presentations..
my gaaawd!!! when will this end???
it's only like e end of e 4th week of sch & im partly surrendering!! (ok, i haf to stop whining.. BUT I CANT HELP IT LORH!!)

so.. for e past few entries, ive been talking a lil bit bout e "dude"...
yes. hes someone very dear to me.. probably a soulmate? i dunnoe..
we just seem to connect u noe.. (he makes me laugh, like alot.. alot alot alot)
& best part.. he can take my crappiness, my blurness, my irritatingness, my evrithing..
oh my! this is like e best deal god has ever given me..

ydae night, he asked me a qn.. a qn which i wanted to avoid, actually..

"so.. am i just a friend to u or am i... u noe..."

if i were to be mean.. i would have said.. "i dunnoe wat ur talking abt" OR i would have said "ur definitely a friend".. har har.. but nooooo.. i said something decent AND pleasing of corz.. =)

it's definitely THERE.. but we're not really THERE yet.. (i haf NO idea wat i just said.. but nvm.. i think u all understand lah ah..)

so now, i seriously have to focus on balancing my stuff.. mai & sidah have been drilling me bout my attention span in lectures. ok lah! ill FOCUS MORE this time.. happy?

my appetite's still not back yet.. im getting sick of this.. (mummy ordered pizza ydae & i only ate 1 & 1/2 slices.. jeez)
& im sick.. i have running nose (i find this hilarious if i meant it literally.. haha.. ok crap!), & i have a sore throat.. eeeergh!

tonight's e "blanja dinner by ustd taufiq".. & he actually msn-ed me to make sure i eat lunch.. like wth? oh watever lah! i know hes afraid ill order big expensive dishes! haha... i soooo hope my appetite will come back by tonight.. if not it'll be a total waste riiite? haha..

riite.. back to projects & assessments & tests & NAPFA!!!!!!!

u really mean something to me..
u made me feel funnie things..
how dare u..
but im thankful =)

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 9:24 am

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