Friday, July 07, 2006

i feel like a prisoner in my own jail cell.

as quoted from e sis "how true is e truth?" yes. that made me REALLY think. but MY real qn is, "where's e truth IN truth?"

im not saying my life is a bed of roses right now, coz its not. u think people are really nice to u in front of u, & u haf learned to return e gesture wif e fake smile u haf so perfected. & u wldnt know wat they're bloody saying behind ur back. a stab in e back, so they said.

how long more should i suffer from this? seriously. put ur eyes back into its sockets & look away. what is so interesting abt ME to look at, to kepo at? u dont haf enough entertainment in ur pathetic little world animore? so u see e need to pry into mine?

i haf too many qns for ur too little brains. im not expecting an answer from u. just a simple request.

LEAVE ME ALONE.

yes. my life is interesting, but not for ur viewing pleasure. u can happily say all e worst possible things abt me. i cld farking care less.

& FYI, i hate it that i feel like a dead carcass waiting for u vultures to feed on. if ur childish enuf to not talk to me over god-knows-what-ive-done-wrong-to-u.. then, let me tell yoo.. not my freaking problem..

good god! why do these ppl actually exist? ur not happy so u dont seem fit to see others happy? wtf?! u noe what? mind ur own business. u dont want me near u.. ill go as far away from u.. but for now, im still stuck in this pathetic jail cell.

i dont know how else to express myself. too much pent up anger. & im usually NOT like this. god damn it. life's SO not fair. but heck. wen has it been?

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 11:27 pm

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