Tuesday, August 01, 2006

i KNOW this is a damn early entry... but.. e dad woke me up to pray..
&, i cant sleep since..

there's alot on my mind right now..
i have my skills assessment later at noon.. (i really REALLY hope i get something easy.. I WILL PASS LARH DAMNIT!!!)
& im supposed to have my NAPFA today also.. (but this one crash & burn lah.. im sooooooo not ready to do any pull-ups or e 2.4 for that matter)

riiite.. i have been seen wif "some dude" ard school & his friends HAVE been looking out for him lah.. i sooo understand that.. so ydae night, i got a surprise call from him.. 1st ever night call.. yes.. it totally freaked me out! (dont ask me y i freaked out)

soooo.. we talked more serious stuff this time & i did ask him where we were (as in a relationship).. well, his reply was just wat i needed to hear.. we're almost there.. but we hvnt had our 1st OFFICIAL date yet.. so we're kinda STILL not there.. riiiiite.. i THINK i understand lah.. har har..

then, he told me that his 2 band mates, (who happens to be MY lecturemate & classmate) asked him abt us.. & they warned him abt e kind of person that I AM...
*that made me wonder immediately whether I deserve a person like him.*
those 2 band mates actually said im a "crude & bitchy" person...

yes.. like wats new.. but he shocked them by saying he knew ALL THAT.. i mean.. i told him what kind of a person i was.. e thing is, its pretty hard to lie to him.. really hard.. so yeah.. ydae's phone call, i took e opportunity to come clean with him.

sooo.. all my qns (sort of) have been answered.. *phew*

i dont normally talk abt my relationship stuff in e open.. but somehow, i haf a good feeling abt this one that i just CANT keep it under wraps... & frankly, im too lazy to repeat e story.. haha..

yeaps. so wish me luck for my skills later.. & i haf grp meetings. AGAIN. this sucks major time lorh.. gundu!!!!!

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 6:27 am

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