Sunday, August 20, 2006

i was watching coach carter & a qn he asked one of his basketball players made me think.

"what is ur deepest fear?"

& e young fella replied :
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."

wat is MY deepest fear?
i think its to open up my heart to somebody & to let that somebody try to love me. im being too analytical in some things & that needs to change. ive been building up this dream person with all e perfect personalities & its not helping me at all to think that he might not even exist. (shit! how i really wish i had a cloning device.. hmm..)


riiite.. emo-ness aside..
i had another food stuffing galore wif e godsis & her mr policeman.
& guess wat???!
my prayers were answered..
we FINALLY had chilli crab.
& from e famous Newton Circus Food Centre to boot!!
was drooling like a madwoman caaaaan??!

pics will be up soon. e kental hsnt emailed me yet! hurrrumph!!

oh oh.. another happier note. e mad 5 were complete today.. mad class was nice. as usual, exchange of stories. & pls bebs.. stop asking me abt u noe hu.. not gonna answer that qn animore! & azi, being claustrophobic dsnt mean i have a fear.
shits! thats abit contradicting. wth! i do have a fear.. but only e fear of being in small confined spaces!!

ok crap! tmr's e start of my 10 day puasa-thalon.. yeay go me =)=)=)

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 9:09 pm

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