Saturday, January 20, 2007

the only reason why i changed my blogskin AGAIN, is ONLY because of this "bandwidth exceeded" crap. moreover, i was too freaking lazy to find out more about it hence, i just decided to change the skin. lesser of a headache.

& to think i don't even like changing skins every so often due to all the hassle of "cutting and pasting".. if only i was smarter in manipulating this html nonsense. my life would definitely be easier.

this is one of those saturdays where i just felt like staying at home with a very silent handphone. & that was precisely what i got. with no one in the house but bibik.. i just spent time with myself. its rejuvenating actually. one of those moments when you feel like you deserve a god damn break from the outside world.

it's not like i'm supressing myself from harsh cold reality.. i just needed a "me" time.

BUT.. at some point of time.. i did feel a sense of loneliness. i know its bullshit to say that im leading a lonely life.. coz i have wonderful family AND friends to atone for that. i guess its just an insecurity phase i have to get through. it's always ringing in my head about "how i wish i had this, how i wish i had that..."

to the point where i keep on repeating marc anthony over & over on my itunes. oh my... how depressing!

ok.. i think ive rambled enough. fyi.. im seriously not depressed. its just... something lesser than that. i think.

oh, SGH gave me a letter yday. finally, i need to decide which ward/discipline is to my preference for PRCP come 26 march.. holy crap.. i need to make up my mind like ASAP!! tsk!

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 9:34 pm

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