i'm supposed to be dreaming of mr hot veins right now man.
but something or rather, someone is stopping me. (don't worry, ill sleep in a jiffy)
i think it's about time i write a little something about my dear kak intan. likewise, she's a god send to me.. never in a million years did i think we'd be able to meet each other again (after almost 11 years) & the best part is.. there's nothing we cant talk about. everything under the sun we share. laughters, common interest. she's probably THE BUSIEST person i know.. but knowing that i can call her anytime when i need that listening ear, i'm only too happy that we're family.
thank you kak intan, for being that ear, for telling me about the horrible (in my opinion "kebodohan manusia") political working world. our karaoke session will DEFINITELY happen soon. & ur list of things before marriage is still under construction. u just have too many things to accomplish woman. HEADACHE YOU KNOW! =)
setting picnic mats on wet grass in the middle of nowhere
getting our asses so wet we could squeeze water out of them buttocks
figuring out new ways to play UNO
which including creating a video out of "STRESS" game (oh, go figure!)
obsession over umbrellas esp. hot pink ones..
endless, endless poses to satisfy the camwhores in us.
rain or shine, my umbrellas for every season...
8 years & counting.. we have thought about grandkids. yes, our imaginations are superbly far-fetched. & i love them still, no matter what.
**oh oh!! here's that video of us.. please mind the screaming & cursing thank you.. hehe...
p.s: azi "dedicated" a whole entry just for me & i teared. i shld be RAGING, FUMING MAD. but somehow, im not. (maybe because its the truth lah gong!) thanks love =)))
i hope u loved the surprise we PAINSTAKENLY planned just.for.you. *winks* and as we grow older, it gets a little bit harder each time, no?? haha
oh, and a shoutout to my poly buddy Mel.. finally that bitch turns 20 today. who'd have thought i actually remembered! (nampak sah bedek. im superbly thankful to frienster for sending birthday reminders. HAHA!)
look at my face! like so the happy nak mampos can? HA HA!
HAPPY 20TH ARLIZA!!
i'm in the mood to change my hp. it's starting to look abit kental to me. ppl are starting to notice so too.. this is bad.. very very bad..
holidays galore going on in december. yes.. im going batam AGAIN. woohoo!! dj, ur NOT allowed to mock me anymore. and KL with the uncles & aunts & cousins from mom's side with a hint of genting. i like!
im a travel junkie. its no wonder my bank account is driving me crazy! omg! that freaking rhymes yo! ok, JAKON. (hidop sekali jer beb. i have needs to satisfy, haaahaaa!!)
my new hot JD : part time love triangle counsellor.
yes, i'm dead shit serious. and no. i'm not even involved in the freaking triangle. so wrong lah can. i swear i can open a clinic right now just for this & earn big bucks..
say hello to the new DR. PHIL y'all.
like i'm a freaking pro myself in this lovey dovey schmoozy department. chet!
fana's right. coming back to reality from a freaking good holiday just sucks the joy out of that good holiday. don't get me wrong. the getaway was simply "near" perfect. why near u ask? coz the bitch lost her passport. who's bitch? my dear dear dear hidayah. (fyi, we tenderly, lovingly, caringly call each other that since god knows when. hence the reason why she's my best friend at work.)
oh, we did our fair share of running, chasing, laughing, screaming, UNO-ing, lolling our heads off the floor, buying tickets after tickets etc etc. it almost made me want to become a full time genting-ian. is there sucha a word? HOW I BLOODY WISH!
my godsister is coming home tmr. yes TOMORROW! after 2 months in india, she's finally home. i have that sudden urge to sing michael buble's Home. ok, stop it now.
i've been having a ball of a time catching up with my mother. she may be a champion nagger but when it comes to hilarious gossips, my mother is freaking QUEEN! i love her for that. apart from the endless food treats from her of course *winks* i definitely love her for that too!
god bless my camera which survived a roller coaster ride. chet!
the crazy things i do to DE-stress. oh, that old man was my favourite. :)
don't even bother to crack ur brains. it's objectively use-less.
and we're off to our next adventure in the city.
i SO love this picture can? segiler-gilernya manusia.. itulah aku..
it was kenny rogers, pool & arcade fight DATE NIGHT.
i learnt some pretty "interesting" lessons at work today.
A. its a dog-eat-dog world B. the wall has ears (oh trust me they do) C. the bitching ceases to end D. backstabbing is a hobby, a form of enjoyment and satisfaction E. no matter how small a mistake can be, once you're marked, you're dead shit. F. trust no one BUT yourself.
oh how naive i was to think that work is a place for me to actually be happy doing what i do. don't get me wrong, i enjoy my kind of work immensely. it's just the environment i'm thrown in that's giving me all the unwanted stress.
it's like i'm raw meat being thrown to hungy tigers. (what an analogy!)
finding out who's the 'wolf in sheep's clothing' has actually made the picture clearer. scary shit i tell you. this is the problem with big wards & many many MANY MANY MANY estrogenetic species.
i have tahan-ed like this for so long. i admit my mistakes are sometimes horrible but hey, im human too. saying things which YOU do not know for sure & trying to dig secrets out of somebody hoping that that somebody would actually agree with YOU so YOU can happily score another point against that person is NOT cool.
FUYOH, like hormonal outrage can?! thank god for things called friends & family. not colleagues.. my friends.
i'm a happy, funny person. that's all that matters to me.
*mad raya outing was pretty damn cool. slacked like crazy. (my kinda outing). & azi, PICTURES PLEASSSE!!! thanks love <3*