Wednesday, November 07, 2007

i learnt some pretty "interesting" lessons at work today.

A. its a dog-eat-dog world
B. the wall has ears (oh trust me they do)
C. the bitching ceases to end
D. backstabbing is a hobby, a form of enjoyment and satisfaction
E. no matter how small a mistake can be, once you're marked, you're dead shit.
F. trust no one BUT yourself.

oh how naive i was to think that work is a place for me to actually be happy doing what i do. don't get me wrong, i enjoy my kind of work immensely. it's just the environment i'm thrown in that's giving me all the unwanted stress.

it's like i'm raw meat being thrown to hungy tigers. (what an analogy!)

finding out who's the 'wolf in sheep's clothing' has actually made the picture clearer. scary shit i tell you.
this is the problem with big wards & many many MANY MANY MANY estrogenetic species.

i have tahan-ed like this for so long. i admit my mistakes are sometimes horrible but hey, im human too. saying things which YOU do not know for sure & trying to dig secrets out of somebody hoping that that somebody would actually agree with YOU so YOU can happily score another point against that person is NOT cool.

FUYOH, like hormonal outrage can?!
thank god for things called friends & family. not colleagues.. my friends.

i'm a happy, funny person. that's all that matters to me.

*mad raya outing was pretty damn cool. slacked like crazy. (my kinda outing). & azi, PICTURES PLEASSSE!!! thanks love <3*

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 12:06 pm

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