Tuesday, December 30, 2008

so it's the final homerun till the new year. excited, scared, nervous, elation, flabbergasted, inapt, shocked, disappontment, frustration, breathtaken, betrayed, reassured.. i felt it all within this year. of course there's more, but this came right from the top of my head.

i have yet so much to achieve, so much to accomplish, so much to do. to say that i wish i could break myself into pieces to satisfy my needs, is an understatement.

as i enter 2009, with much anticipation as you may have guessed.. there were a couple of things which i had wished i could turn back time and correct. but i guess, what's done is done & it's time for me to move on... my resolutions for this year went mildly unfulfilled.

for one, truthfully, i miss my madgirls. i kept questioning in my head.. why are we moving further & further away from each other? is it because we're growing up too fast that our characters have started to clash?? i swear sometimes i feel like i don't even know you guys anymore. boys, men, work. who can i blame? i'll blame it on myself then cause i thought we would still be like we were back in mad school.

so please my loves, do make an effort to meet up. period.

that aside, 2009 should be damn sex-citing!! Gintama's back in SGH (haha) new round of HOs to attack(=D), batam trip on new year with my godfamily, pre-departure briefing, leaving 75, last minute shopping for oz, start packing my shits slowly, final hangouts with everyone i love and AM GOING TO MISS LIKE HELL.. GAWD!!!

see, told you its gonna be sex-citing as heck..

my new year's resolution??

i have 3 in fact.

1) to get my bachelor's and make my family proud (insyaallah)
2) to be the better woman than i am now
3) i think it's about time i make an effort to start dating again, yes?? (now, now.. if only my parents know that ill be living with some male species in my hostel. ahaha *SSSSSHHHHHH*)

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 6:55 pm

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