Tuesday, January 27, 2009

there's still some things left unconfirmed, and it's giving me the jitters... you can call it, pre-departure jitters if you'd like. i don't really like this feeling of not knowing, uncertainties.. (well, who does??) i have every mind to march up to them big people asking "hey! so what's happening eh?" but i feel like i have no balls can?!

gawd.. failure! -_-

anihoos, lighter note ahead. i am partially prepared.... the state my room is in now is incomprehensible *shakes head* everything's literally EVERYWHERE!! mum is really helping me alot. in more ways than one actually, though she really need not to, but then again, i'm glad she is.. what would i ever do without her?? ok stop. i know i'll cry my balls out when the day comes. jeez. SO NOT HELPING!!

and while i make those necessary last minute changes, all i've been doing lately is just enjoying my world and it's surroundings. past few days, i've met some pretty interesting people.. characters of my world i like to call them.. i've been known to stop and stare (hahah!)

a couple more days of work. can't believe i'm saying this but i'll really miss that hectic environment.. eh! who am i kidding?!?! i am SO smelling that freedom already. HAAAH!!

i am excited i can pee my pants every-damn-day y'all!!!
(so explains the extensive use of exclamation points!!!!!!!)

now.. where did i put that bra i love so much???????

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 10:06 pm

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