Saturday, March 21, 2009

Procrastination is very much becoming my best friend these days. i swear there's just TOO MUCH to do, yet so little time. laundry, cleaning my room (i'm starting to scare myself on how tidy i'm becoming), cooking etc etc.. oh i do try (or actually attempt) to get my shit together i.e being my ever-mounting assignments OR at least get started on something! but.. i don't know... for the past few days, i keep thinking about mum alot. maybe because i miss her food, or just cuddling with her in bed, i don't know.

i'm not missing home much, just that school's a little overwhelming at this point and the 4 effing-heavy units i'm taking on isn't helping one tiny bit! others get three years, i got 9 mths to pull this degree out of my brain, i get that. i wanted this in the freaking first place, remember?! seriously.

cooking is probably the only thing that's keeping me sane about now. it's therapeutic, i found out. no wonder mum loves the kitchen, i get that now =) that sense of satisfaction flashes through me whenever i get Sus, marian or miro to try my dishes and they go "hmmmmm..... this is niiiiice!!"
see! i can concoct something UN-poisonous afterall.. who would have thought?? hoho..

there is one thing i'm looking forward to though, which is the trip back to Werribe for Easter hols where Sus lives.. aaahh.. roadtrip to a nice big farm.. just the thought of it makes me all psyched to get assignments and revision over and done with. hah! suck that Health Assessment!!!!

maaaaaybe, i need a little push, wait.. who am i kidding?? i need a MAJOR push, like a kick in the butt is more like it. not that i party all day, all night, all week (i know how to refrain, TSK!)

i should have listened... seriously.

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 10:47 pm

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