Tuesday, August 04, 2009

OMG WHAT AM I DOING TO MYSELF????

constant questions you keep asking, unknown answers i give back to you. i know we both can't help it, but i'm leaving on that jet plane soon enough so please, i beg of you.. just don't dwell deeper into this. i'll fall harder and it'll be too painful.

this may not make any sense whatsoever to anyone, heck, not even me, but i suppose letting it out will make me feel the tiniest bit better. and it does. it will get better. i've already promised myself this.

so what is making my life straight without any sense of guilt at all?


Cait, you are making me fat with our nightly pig-outs of nachos, but i guess laughing over repeated episodes of FRIENDS will make our troubles go away, yes??? i will miss you when you're away to Sydney till Sunday... be nice to Neil McDaid!!!!

p.s: HAPPY 56th BIRTHDAY to my old man back home. i loves you very much and i wish you the best of health. may Allah bless you with better health than ever cause i'm pretty damn sure you wanna live till you're 80 so you'll get the chance to scare the living crap out of your future grandchildren =) i miss you very much. your daughter always and forever.

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 1:24 am

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