Sunday, September 06, 2009

i should really get some inspiration to write but the fact that my floormates are all running emotional support groups right now is just hilarious.

why that's happening you say?

well typically, you will never EVER see Sammy cry, oh, but he did. not after he got wasted and then the topic of the Victorian fires suddenly came about. trust me, its not even funny one bit. my poor Sammy. he compartmentalises his feelings so much that the moment he let it out, it took me 3 hours just to rock him back to sleep. now, that's a story ill tell my grandkids.. "ahhh.. i remember the time when your grandpa Sam cried a freaking river......."

but he's all good now and i miss him cause he's gone back to Shepp. not before he surprised me by lending his big-ass monitor for the weekend. a 'Happy Birthday (for the weekend) =)' note was what he left me. seriously, how can i not love him??? speaking of love, that boy has the licence to pillion now and we're both gonna ride out somewhere far, just far far away from here.. i miss looking at mountains and plains and long unwinding roads.

well, apart from Sammy, Liam's another story. but despite all that's happening to him right now, he was there, when i cried at 1 in the morning, for god knows WHAT reason (ok, i knew the reason but im choosing not to remember it, kapish?) and he just held me for an hour while my tears wet his shirt incessantly. and all that boy did was put japanese anime on his xbox and we both fell asleep like a baby. i love this boy too.

now, how can i forget Chris... oh my Chrissy (yeap, as gay as that may sound, im allowed to call him that). he just saw me lying on my dead, looking depressed as and he thought i was suicidal or something. same afternoon, he surprised me with a big ass box of LINDT chocolates. ok, if you dont already know, LINDT chocolates are some freaking expensive shits. but oh soooo damn good. What comes as a shock to me though is that Chris has always acted like a dickhead and an arsehole to everyone but he pulls out this one gesture, and i promised i wont call him a dickhead for a month. haha.. i love this kiddo too too..

gee.. and i just typed in 4 paragraphs about my boys when they try to make my life here a living hell everyday making fun of whatever i do. sigh.. love runs deep around here, i tell you.

but most importantly, ive gotten over it. its time for a new fish. yeap, as Jason says it, "many many fish in the sea my sister from a different mother!". hoho...

i have much to look forward to these couple of months. it makes Ramadhan move just a little faster for me =)

(a) camping trip with all the kids i love from Chis (Benny boy has a 15-men tent please.)
(b) road trip with Cait, somewhere
(c) adik's coming on October 8th and im just too excited to see him. i knw you're extremely excited too boy! canberra hello =)
(d) HOBART.

oh please, i still have plenty of assignments and online tutes stuff to finish. so bleargh!

p.s: what's the definition of a brilliant beyond brilliant idea??

ans: putting Cait's bed into my room to make a Queen and a slumber party with everyone watching Little Rascals and Dennis the Menace.

college life is love kids!!!

posted by: [nurul]haya @ 8:50 am

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